Soulmates? (Kyouhaba)

Weo, weo chapter 20

I'm writing this in history class and I have no clue where this is going because I just start to write without an single idea, so don't expect too much and this could be a short chapter, but yeh I've been doing this with all chapters till now, so I know it works.

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Kyoutani PoV (I think we all were waiting for this? Shut up to myself I know no one was)

TW: slight mention of abuse, nearly even there, but I still put one to make sure

What the actual fuck does this mean?

Was one of my main thoughts, we were just having a nice afternoon like always when he suddenly said he has to go home. So one of the only possibilities is that something happened, because why would he suddenly want to stop to see us? He always told me how grateful he was to have us as friends and know he's been pulling shit like this?!

So I just decided to leave and went straight to his house.

(an: you sure it was straight? Not gay? Okay I know now is not the time for jokes)

And now I'm standing in front of his house all stiff and not knowing what to do. In the end I just knocked and tried to not overthink everything. What's the worst that could happen? I dunno, there are a lot scenarios in my head that could happen, and none of them has a good ending. What if he found out about my feelings for him? It would be reasonable, he says he is bi, but wouldn't you still be a bit disgusted when your same gender best friend has a crush on you?

While I thought, I didn't realized that the door got opened. And the person who opened the door was no one else that Yahaba himself. I wasn't quite sure which feeling described better what I was feeling right now. On one hand I was happy that he opened the door, on the other hand I had a really big urge to slap him for saying that he didn't want me in his life anymore.

Well I had this urge till I saw his puffy read eyes, shaking body and a few bruises on his wrists. Did they slap him? I know that Yahaba has some problems with his parents and he never wanted to tell me and I respected that, but abuse is something you have to tell someone.

"What do you want? Didn't I make clear I don't want to see you ever again?", Yahaba said after clearing his throat. His voice without that childish sweet undertone, more acted cold.

"I was worried about you! You just went and cut off contact and now you have bruises on your wrists. Get it in your head that I'm here for you, tell me what happened!", I whisper screamed, while Yahaba started a bit trembling while answering: "Are you crazy or some, I just fell while running on my way home, and I don't need you worries, keep them for yourself. By the way, I'll not come to training on Tuesday, I'm quitting."

He's quitting? But doesn't he loves playing volleyball, doesn't he always wanted to be great as Oikawa at some point in life? So why is he quitting?

"I can read from your face that you're asking yourself why I'm quitting. The answer is simple, it's just a club, nothing more or less. A waste of time. You may though I really enjoy playing it, or you may though you know me. Breaking news, you didn't know me at all", Yahaba said while shutting the door into may face.

He said he I didn't know him at all, so everything was a lie? Everything he told me, or how he felt or what we've done together... Did he just hang out with me out of pity? It was an option and it would make sense, I am a pitiful person. Not good at communication, living just with his mother, closest friends are girls and acting all tough and then cry in the clubroom after practice while everyone is away...

Why does it still hurt so much when he just told me it was a lie?

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Should I fell bad, because I laughed while writing the part where Yahaba said he's quitting and all the way for the next part of their conversation? And hey before you come attack me, I'm the author I have pRiViLeGeS, and just imagine how he could act cold act like this just after crying. Must run in the family, but yeah that was the chapter for today.