Cuts - Kuroo x Kenma angst

7.🖤Another Attempt...🖤

Warnings:

- Cutting, Suicide thoughts, Suicide attempt

I wake up and see that Kuroo not near me anymore. The blankets fall off me and I stand up still half asleep as I try to remember Kuroo's program, then I realize he has early classes today.

I get out of bed trying to not think that Kuroo might've left early because he didn't want to see me anymore. It was more than clear that it's false, but these sad thoughts don't leave so easily.

Walking down his stairs I see his paintings once again and his honest smile in one of them. I feel like I'm drowning without him. I depend too much on him...this way, I'll never be able to achieve anything in my life alone...

I try to think of something else and make the best of this day I have with no school.

I go on twitter and I see a post from Kuroo. He was hanging out with a guy I didn't know. It wasn't Bokuto, or anyone who we train with. It was a guy that seemed kind, but I started hating him.

I've never been the jealous type, probably because I've never really fell in love before, but in this moment, I felt as if I wasn't good enough for him. I thought that, every little thing we went through was all useless...i felt worthless.

Was Kuroo really in love with me...? Or was all that help really just to prove himself something...it makes no sense....

My mind begins to rush. All...everything...its all fake...he doesnt care about me...im just as useless as i was before....

I look desperately for a way to stop those voices. They brought me to the same place...

Hand over sink. Blood dripping softly, making no sound. The sharp scissors in my hand as they had blood on them too. He'll be really disappointed in me...

A/N: WAAAAH DONT YELL AT MEEEE T_T SJSJSJDJ...I- sorry for the VERY late update...My biggest apologies (_ _||)