Push and Pull

She's Coming

Taeyeon POV

“Fany ah, go and take your bath” I order the girl who already landing on my bed

“Ahhh, It’s comfy.” She keeps rolling on like a baby. So cute.

“Go.” I firm my voice

“You…you want me to sleep with you. Come here honey!” She pats the space besides her. Her way calling me honey seems different from before.

“Yes, I want to sleep with you. Just like when we little kid. It’s a beautiful memory hmm? But, before that, I want you to wash first. Okay” I stroke her hair. I don’t know what comes to me when I land my head on her lap

“Fany, do you remember. Whenever you come here with your family, you always end up sleeping with me? I remember clearly when you pretend angry and crying when your father didn’t allow you to sleep here.” I chuckle reminisce the memory

“Yeah. Then, you help me up and bring me here. Then, before I sleep, you always singing and reading for me. Even kiss me. Do you like it Tae?” She smiles sincerely.

“What?”

“Kissing me? You like it don’t you.  I know it!” Tiffany faced me on her lap. Her finger didn’t forget to play with my hair.

“Wh-o said I… like it?” I stand up nervously looking on the wall. Again, she doing this to me. But, I don’t regret asking her to sleep with me. Yes, we use to sleep together during kids, so I just miss that time. No more than that. Yes. I have no intention to her.

“You said! I heard you said you like it” She look at me seducingly.

“Fany, I think you should go before the water become cold. I---“ I strongly want to prevent eye contact with her. This girl has an aura!

“I want to heard that word again.” Tiffany come closer to me, but I was trap on the wall. There’s no way out from her.

“Fany ah, do you take a drug? Why are you being like this?” I use my strength to push her. Its not like I don’t like what will happen. But, I’ll not do it to her when she still with Yuri. She’s not mine, I have no right to touch or kiss her.  

“Tae…Look at me?hmm” Gentlely her finger touch my chin. I look up  to see her gaze. She smile and slowly focus on my lips. Thump. Thump. Thump. We can hear my heart beat like crazy, I close my eyes waiting for something miracle happen, then my mind flashing back what happen just now.

“Hi, Im Kwon Yuri, can we be friends?”

“Hi, Im Kim Taeyeon. Sorry for not properly introduce myself yesterday

“It’s okay. Now, we are friend right. So, don’t hesitant ask me anything? If I can help you, I will”

“STOP!!” I shout and open my eyes, really if I don’t stop this, just one move, my lips will be eaten by her.

“Why? Don’t you want me?” She said with a low voice.

Ring. Ring.

My phone ringing. I look at her and I saw the hurting eyes, but we can’t do this. I’ll not betray my friend.

“Just leave it.” She tries to attack my lips again but I was faster enough to push her away.