Skinny love [M.C]

Good girls

AUTHORS NOTE THING OR WHATEVER ( This is cliché af sorry)

Hayden's p.o.v

I woke up at 2:34 AM. Like always. I crawled out of bed and stumbled over to my bathroom and grabbed the razor. I sighed in relief as it sliced through my skin. 205. My two hundred and fifth cut. Hurt like a bitch but it was worth it. It's what he wanted. Right?

He's been gone for 205 days. 205 days since I couldn't take it anymore. 205 days since I went to hell. And God knows I miss it. I looked the devil in the eye and he looked back at me. He looked at me with that devious smirk that I love so much.

"Flashback"
I bounced down my hallway to the living room my bright blonde hair swaying side to side as I moved. I greeted Momma with a kiss on the cheek and my brother Luke with a roll of my blue eyes then bounded out the door to my blue Toyota I got for my 16th birthday. I looked back at my creamy yellow house with the busted brick stairs leading to the front door and took a minute to just stair at it.

"Flashback over"
The beautiful yellow house I burnt to the ground into nothing but ash along with my Momma and Brother. I'll never regret it. Never. I did what he wanted. What he asked me too do. And I'll always do what he wants me too do.

You know why I'll always do what he wants?

*was it that bad?*