Skinny love [M.C]

She

Hayden's p.o.v
"She hated her life. With everything her Hayden hated her life. So she took it."

I read the last part of the chapter wondering how the hell someone knew this much about her life. My love. My hate. My death. And my awakening.

"Flashback"
I looked up at the ceiling waiting for the time to come. I could feel myself slipping in and out of conciseness. Finally my eyes closed and it was all over. Finally.

"Now"
I was such a lively funny person. At least I thought I was. I loved my family and friends. My life revolved around church and community. Then he took it all away. And I came to the realization that my life sucked and I hated everything and everyone.

People hated me they were just scared to admit it. I was a scary person I guess. I'm worse now. I was never the skinny or pretty one. Oh lord don't even get me started on the accent. The whole southern twang. Guys dug it. I was the tall, thick and cocky type but I was really insecure as hell.

My 5'10 stature towering over everyone. I weighed 195 pounds. Yea I weighed a lot. If your wondering I'm defiantly not like that now. Still 5'10 but I went from platinum blonde to a honey sorta dark blonde and my eyes went from bright blue to a piercing creek green and now I weighed 130. That part not being so bad if he wouldn't have taken everything I loved from me. He might would've gotten points for effort.

I loved country and pop music.

It's all my chemical romance and bring me the horizon now. Not that I mind there pretty good. Nothing compares to the sex pistols though.

Your wondering who 'he' is right?