𝐈 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐬𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ¶ 𝐊𝐍𝐉

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Y/n's pov
Today was finally Sunday, which means today I will go and hang out with Namjoon, he told me to come to the nearby park.
It was 9:00 am in the morning he told me to be there at 10:00 am, so here I am getting ready. I just wore something simple I mean I am going to meet Namjoon not on a date.
Your clothes

(A/n: ignore the bag )
After you dressed up you went to the cafe on the way as you were walking there was a tap on your shoulder as you turn it was Namjoon
What he wore

"Good morning" he said "oh good morning" I said "so how was your Saturday?" He asked me as we started walking towards the cafe "nothing much, just rolling on my bed for the whole day. And you?" I said "same but was reading on the bed not rolling" he said as we laugh together and entered the cafe.
"What should we order?" He asked "Iced black tall coffee" I said "are you sure, I mean that coffee is strong" he said "I always buy it 😒" I said "ok ok I will get it wait" he said and wait near the door and a few minutes he came "here is your black coffee" he said and handed me my coffee as we went to the park. "WOW its so pretty here" I had came to this park after a long time and it was a bit different from earlier but more pretty. "Yes i know the reason i come here every weekend" he said as we sat on a bench and talk about different stuff.

"you never told me anything about yourself y/n" he said out of nowhere and each and ever nerve in my body became tensed, this is the most sensitive topic and i don't talk about it. My life was a living hell but the reason I have never talked about it made it more worse, bottling up each and every emotion from the very start made of my life and not having anyone to, getting bullied and stuff, it was hard for me to even open up. I was bought back by Namjoon shaking me by my shoulder. "Hey you good? its ok if you don't want to talk about it" he said "I don't think i can even talk about it in my whole life" i said as I look down, he kept his hand on my shoulder and said "Don't worry, you can talk it out to me if you want. I will listen to if, bottling up your own emotion is toxic for your mental health" he said as i smiled sadly and said "I have been doing it from the very start" as he just looked at me without  saying anything.

Namjoons POV

As she said that I got a bit worried, I mean what was she hiding from me, I want to know who she really was behind that happy face, she seems happy but she isn't I could tell from the very first time i met. I mean she didn't had any friend, she had several marks on her body like she got beaten up everyday, she was all alone but somehow she managed to live her life. I want to know why is she hiding and what is she hiding, for some reason I had that odd feeling to keep her safe and secure, I wanted to make her happy and made her feel that she is safe. "Do you want to talk about it?" i asked her and she just nodded her head in yes "but not here, can we go at my place of maybe your place?" she said "my place if its ok with you?" i said, i didn't wanted to scare her "ok then at your place" she said and we went to my apartment.

As we reached at my apartment I unlocked the door and told her to come in but she seemed a bit uncomfortable "Hey, relax my apartment is not hunted by ghost" I said as she sat on my bedrooms bed as i went in the kitchen and got her a cup of water and sat besides her "Now tell what is it?" i said as she looked at me and took a sharp breath in "from where should i start" she said "From the first, you can trust me" i said.

"well my parents never loved me, they always told me that i was a curse to their family, cause after i was born my fathers company went down, I was send to school but I suck at studies and can't do great, that was an another excuse they hated me, I was always alone without anyone, I didn't even had any friend at that time, and i was bullied from the very start, people told me i was ugly, slut, a bitch and god knows what not. Then one day my parents kicked me out of there house, my mom was not so stiff towards me so before i got kicked out she gave me some money, and I was only 16 years when they kicked me out, for a few days i roamed on the streets, then after a  while I got an apartment it was cheap it is the one i still stay in. After i got that apartment I had to pay my own bills, by myself, I even had to pay my fees, after that when people in school came to know that i got kicked out of my house they started to talk bad things about me, bullied me physically and mentally, and it got worse by the days pass. Till date it gets worse, but i am proud of myself that i am still living, at some point I wanted to kill myself but I was too scared to do it, after some time i started to blame myself that all these things happened because of me, I still blame myself, I mean look at me who want to be with a girl like me, I am ugly and a dumb, my parents left me because I was not good enough, I get bullied because i am ugly and i got kicked out, some time i wish that i could just kill myself" she said and for the whole time i was just looking at her and after she finished she silently started to cry as i got up and got in front of her and hold her hand at that very moment i was feeling angry and sad at the same time. Angry because people bully such a good girl, it was not even her fault, and sad because she was just left helpless hanging on one thread "Hey look at me, look now you are not alone you have me, I will take care of you, and if anyone bullies you just tell me I will kick their butts" I said as squeezed her hands and she just giggled, and who so ever told that she is ugly I WILL KILL THEM. "Namjoon stop it tickles" she said as she kept giggling like a kid, my heart was beating like crazy like it was about to jump out of my body, she was just too cute to handle, how can someone harass someone like her T^T. I will protect her from all those who harass her.
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Ok that is a lot of sad story i told today, now imma go and cry in the corner.

Y/n: Awww don't cry, you are the one writing it remember? you can do well. FIRE!!!!!

A/n: you are the best T^T