𝕊𝕥𝕠𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕫 - 𝕀𝕟 𝔹𝕖𝕥𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕟...

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―― This chapter contains: R*pe and drug use? Slight Angst ――

Please don't read if you are NOT okay with anything above! If you are fine with it you may read...everyone has been advised:

My legs felt weak if only I haven't stared and gawked about...the only things wrapped around my mind was him...and only him.

After all the things that have happened in my life nothing felt the same. I had a wife and daughter. But.....

                                                                ..I grew out of it.

A few years back, I knew I would never love this women. I just married her on a whim...maybe because that was the time I truly fell into love more than I have thought of. 

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I woke up a slight tug pulling on my robe as I got up and stretched myself, I felt tired yet a bit heated from sickness. What ever happened in the alleyway was just a blur. I couldn't bare another second of how Stella treats me. She wears me out like if I'm just a very cheap skirt...but I'm done being used like such.

I got up and off of my bed staring at the family photo hanging on the tall, slim wall in the bedroom. The glimpse of my wife and daughter smiling down on me. Made me want to break down and lock myself in my room and die.

I closed my eyes and clenched my fist into a ball.

"Stop looking at me like that...."

"S..stop.."

"This isn't real...!"

"S..she doesn't...love me..!"

"No one does..."

                                 "...Then what does that make me?"

I looked at my wife who was standing in the doorway her arms crossed in front of her chest, I stared down at my hands. And covered my face with both of them.

"Stella....t..that..isn't what I meant..."

I looked up to see her face inches away from mine, my eyes widened as her red eyes with white like pupils stared down on me.

"You meant every word, don't lie to me. This is what makes you such a goddamn embarrassment. I don't even think that Imp loves you as well."

I felt her hand slid onto my thigh as she started to peck on my neck. "S-stella...please..d..don't touch me."

"You know how that Imp angers me. Yet you talk to him like if he's really your lover." 

She wrapped her arms around my neck, making our lips touch and sync with each other.

I hate this.

Yet, why don't I ever stop her...from doing this to me.

                                                         I'm so weak.

Her pants began to ring in my ears as she straddled me and pushed me against the bed. "Let's see how long the prince can take in~" She purred.

I closed my eyes, without a reply back to her question.

All I felt was tears stream down my cheek as she did as she pleased.

                        This  was the only  love I knew that I was best at...

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I woke up again, the silence in the room was slowly killing me. I checked the clock this time. It read '1:49AM'. I sighed as I went to the restroom to look at myself in disgust in the mirror. The thought of letting her get her way made me cringe and want to skip my meals.

"Why am I so weak..."

"Why does love always hurt...?"

"Does Blitzy...even like me.............?"

I sat in a corner that was by the bath tub. And put my head against my legs. A tear or two fell down, as I self reflected on myself.

"I'm sorry, that I'm such a pain to everyone..."

I sighed and stared down at a cabinet that was wide open, a few pills were inscripted inside of it. My eyes widened as I laughed to myself.

"This is it.."  I whispered to myself.

                                         This is the end.

                                                           This is my solution...to the problem.

(YOU MADE IT OUT OF THE SADNESS! I'm sorry this took a little longer than I thought, I honestly didn't expect this to be midway sad and not like this. BUT it happened. SO I hope everyone enjoyed this chapter I'm not so new to the story writing and plotting so I feel quite fine and great about this story so far but I really hope you guys are fine with it as well. I was planning on having this story feel a bit more sadder than it should so I did make sure to skip a lot of stuff due to the fact I usually work with boy x boy story's and I just feel extremely uncomfy with a girl doing it with a guy....idk why. BUT I promise Blitzo will get a chance to speak next chapter! HOPE TO SEE EVERYONE THERE!) 

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