ghostinnit (a lost memory)

It Was Never Meant To Be

Tommy's pov

After my stuff got burned again from dream..... After Mexican dream left....... After quackity, ghostbur and dream left the server

I was alone once more.... The nightly breeze going through my hair as I stare at the stars....

I miss tubbo..... I really do... Even after what he did..... Even if he exiled me I still care from him.... But the pain of being betrayed from someone you trust hurts me

I'm supposed to be used to it since people always stab me in the back... But tubbo is.. Different

"its not your time to die yet Tommy"

That voice always annoys me...... But I think today is my time, a perfect opportunity since he left

The only people left in the server were

Tubbo
Ranboo
Fundy
Nihachu

It was a good opportunity, I put a sign in my chest so whoever sees this can read the note... I left and went to the portal and removed some obsidian so no one would come to me

I grabbed my compass that ghostbur gave me with a word "your tubbo" seeing his name just mades me feel guilt that I just removed his name now its says "my t"

I feel numb as I follow the compass, tears were streaming on my face but I didn't feels sad at all in fact I feel happy that I end.....

Tommy:only a few people will see too, no one to stop me, no one to torture me mentally, I won't feel these emotions anymore... I would finally be..... Home again.... Yeah home

I stopped and I can feel the heat from the lava on my skin....

______:Tommy?!

I looked who said that and it was ranboo, what's he doing in the nether? Eh it won't matter anyway

Ranboo:t Tommy what are you doing?!

Tommy:isn't it obvious......

Ranboo:yes.... Please step forward to me we can t talk this out if you want

Tommy:why now......

Ranboo went silent when I said that

Tommy:why now.... When Im in this state why would you care only now, why just... WHY NOW... HUH WHY NOW NO ONE EVEN VISITED ME ON EXILE OR MY PARTY EVEN TUBBO FOGOTTEN ME

ranboo:that's not t true....

Tommy:look..... You can't stop me you know......

Ranboo:.......

Tommy:hey... After this.... Tell tubbo its not his fault okay

Ranboo:b but........ Okay..... It was nice to be with you.... T tommy

I can. Hear him whimpering trying to hide his sadness, he teleported somewhere and I went back and stared at the lava and smiled

Tommy:so this is how the great Tommyinnit ends huh.... I didn't expect this

Before I knew it dream joined the server he must be looking for me... Welp there no time to waste

Before I jumped I faked my smile and sang a tune that reminds me of my friendship with tubbo

Tommy:heh it's was never meant to be......

Daisy, daisy give me your answer doo

I felt crazy all for the love of you

It would be a stylish marriage

But I can't afford a carraige.....

I took my last step and fell down still smiling and thinking of good memories from the sleepy Bois, l'manburg, and off course our friendships

Tommy:

But you'll look sweet upon a seat

Of a bycicle built for two.....

Tommyinnit was burned to death