Don't Come Lookin For Love
No Love x Nicki Minaj & August Alsina 😍💦💋
Next Morning,
Nicki Minaj,
Is this really happening to me, 5 years of my life. I've been down for August for 5 years! This is what I get in return. The funny thing is I'm not even mad that he cheated on me, cause I already knew that. I'm mad because I've done everything for him, whenever he needed me I was there. I wanted to be the one to have his first born. But guess what? I'm a week pregnant. I was gonna tell August but it doesn't even matter anymore. He's not even gonna notice, because he barley pays attention.
My alarm clock went off, pushing the button I got up going to the bathroom.
I brushed my teeth and took a shower. After I was done I put on my boy shorts and lace bra set.
I might as well make breakfast.
I took out the pancake mix, eggs, bacon, sausage, and hash-browns.
After I was done cooking, I woke August up to come eat. It was quiet at the table.
"Thanks for the breakfast"
August said looking at me.
"No Problem"
I looked back at him, then took a sip of my orange juice.
"Can we talk?"
I sarcastically laughed.
"So now you wanna talk, you wasn't sayin shit last night "
I finished my food putting my plate in the sink, and began to wash the dishes. He just watched me.
"Why do you always do that?"
He asked.
"Do what?"
He shook his head.
"Nevermind"
I raised an eyebrow.
Y'all probably wondering why I didn't leave August, You see Imma rider 👫💏❤️🔐, & a rider is down for they nigga no matter what. Obviously, August failed to realize it. I'm the only women that's gonna put up with his shit.
I felt tears threatening to fall, I hate when people see me cry, It's a sign of weakness.
"Babe, Can you just hold me please?"
I said staying frozen in place. August looked confused, he just looked at me.
Tears fell from my eyes.
" So you just gonna stand there? Can't you tell I need you? All I want to do is love you? I hate that I fell for you."
I wiped my eyes.
"If you hate it so much, why don't you just leave! Like everybody else!"
I shock my head.
"I'm not like everybody else! Stop tryna compare me to everybody else! I'm in love with you, for you. I don't need shit from you but love and support. I don't give af about the money, I was raised with nothing. I'm gonna ride for you no matter what. Can't you see? I just want us to some day get married and grow old together, I'm already having your child. What else do you want from me? You're my first everything, but I'm not first in your mind. I try to believe that I am, but I know I'm not. You don't understand me..."
He grabbed me by my waist, as I cried in his chest.
"Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant?"
I took a deep breath.
"Because I plan on getting rid of it"
I said instantly regretting it.
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