Abused (Christian Beadles X Reader)

The end?

Christian's P.O.V

I read three random pages out loud. The handwriting was messy, but I could still read it.

10/19/2005

Dear Diary,

My mommy got me my very own diary! She said I can write anything I want! Isn't that great!? Today was like always. Daddy yelling and hitting mommy, and a lot of screaming. Daddy would always tell me to not tell anyone. Daddy told me that 20 year old shouldn't be taking care of a 5 year old. Daddy is always yelling at me and saying bad things to me. That I'm worthless, that I shouldn't be here, that I'm just a mistake. If I shouldn't be here than why am I here? I don't like my family. I don't like daddy hurting mommy, I don't like hearing mommy's screams in the middle of the night, I don't like seeing my mommy cry, I don't like seeing my mommy and pain, I just wish I can have a normal family with love and joy. But I guess I don't deserve one. I have to go. Bye.

-_____ <3

I read the second page out loud.

12/25/2005

Dear Diary,

I always thought Christmas was a happy day. Well it's not. My daddy told me to come downstairs. When I got there he tied me up to a chair. I couldn't move. There was mommy standing up a few feet in front of me. Daddy began hitting mommy with belts and chains.

"Daddy stop!" I yelled.

"Don't you want to see what happens to girls when they misbehave?" He asked. I said "No.". But there was nothing I could do. Mommy was on the floor. Daddy was kicking her. blood came out of her nose and mouth. I didn't like what I was seeing. But whenever I closed my eyes or looked away daddy would hit mommy harder. Mommy tried getting up but couldn't. Finally daddy got something out of his pocket. I've seen it before but I don't know what it's called or what it does. There was this loud BANG! Then blood was everywhere. I started to cry.

"MOMMY!" I screamed. Daddy ran to me and yelled

"SHUT UP YOU LITTLE BITCH! DO YOU WANT TO END UP LIKE MOMMY?!" I looked at mommy she wasn't breathing. I didn't want to die, but I didn't want to be here either. So I just nodded my head "No.".

"Why can't we be a normal, happy family?" I asked still crying. My dad just looked at me.

"It's because Jesus doesn't like your ugly ass!" He yelled. That just made me cry harder. I always thought Christmas was a happy holiday. But it's not. Today I lost my mommy. Don't worry mom I'll see you soon I promise.

-_____<3

I read the last page out loud.

9/13/09

Dear Diary,

Today there was this lady at the door. She had blond hair, blue eyes, and she talked funny. I guess she's not from here. She was carrying something in her arms. She asked if there was a Jake ______ . I got my dad.

"Allison? What do you want?" asked my dad. She gave my dad the thing she was carrying in her arms.

"What the hell is this?" Asked dad.

"I can't believe you! 9 months ago we met at a bar and you practically raped me! I tried contacting calling you but nothing! I finally found you. SO HERE'S YOUR SON! She yelled and she walked out the door.

"Allison wait!" My dad yelled.

"No! I am moving back to England!" She yelled. Then the baby began to cry. Dad gave him to me.

"What's his name?" I asked.

"I don't know and I don't care. And go to your room! And stay there I'm not taking care of that piece of shit!" Yelled my dad. With the crying baby in my arms I walked down stairs to the basement/my room. Then I sat him down to the mattress. I gave him my teddy bear and he stopped crying.

"What's your name?" I asked he was just quiet. He has pretty blue eyes like him mom! Now he's asleep. I sneaked in a bottle of warm milk and fed it to him then he fell asleep. I think I'll call him Alexander or Alex for short. Bye I'm tired. I'm going to sleep with the baby now.

-______<3

I was done. This is terrible. She saw her own mom die when she was 6, she was abused, and she started taking care of a baby when she was 9. I've read all of that out loud in just 3 pages. My anger began to rise. I couldn't help it. I threw the diary on the floor.

"I don't get it! She did nothing wrong! She shouldn't be dead! Her mom shouldn't be dead! Her father should be the dead one! He's the one that made her life hell!" I yelled without thinking. My mom came up to me.

"Christian sweet heart calm down!" She begged.

"NO! I won't calm down! This isn't fair!" I yelled. I couldn't take it anymore. I just ran away, away from the hospital. I just wanted to be alone.

Caitlin's P.O.V

Great. My little brother just ran away. Whenever he's angry or upset, he would run and hide. Where is the nearest place to be alone? The pond!

"Guys I know where to go." I smiled.

"Where? The boy just ran off!" Replied the doctor.

"The pond. C'mon just follow me." I replied. And he was exactly where I thought he would be. We decided to hide behind a bush not far away. I looked at my mom expecting her to go talk to Christian.

"I-I can't." She stuttered.

"I'll do it." Volunteered Justin. We all stood there and watched Justin walked towards Christian.

Justin's P.O.V

I took a deep breath and went towards my best friend. My brother. I hate seeing him this way. He was sitting criss cross apple sauce crying.

"Hey buddy you ok?" I asked. He nodded his head no.

"How can I be ok?" He asked.

"Hey it's hard on all of us. Think about Alex. ______ was practically a mom to him. I bet he's torn up as much as you are right now." I replied. "If I could only be with her for one more day, if I could only turn back time..." He sobbed. I nodded my head as a single tear escaped my eye. _______ was kind of like a little sister to me. I hugged Christian.

"Don't worry. She watching over us. In a way she's still with us." I said.

"I just can't believe she's gone." Was all he said.

Christian's P.O.V

I looked up at the sky which had many stars. People said that when a person dies they turn into a star. Others say they turn into ghost or guardian angel. I don't know what they turn into. I just hope _____'s safe and in a better place. I hope she's happy, I hope she's with her mom again. I just can't believe it. My best female friend, my first crush, my first kiss, my first....everything was gone forever and I'll never see her again.

(A/N this isn't the end! A sequal is comming soon!)