🌼When Autumn Leave Shed On The Ground🌼

Following Into The deep Night

It's just a dream....\

Yeah! It's just a mare dream.....

After some time, you'll wake up..

Yes, I know... . . . .

Once you wake up, everything will be collapsed  with a breath of wind...  All these moments.... You can't hold them back..

It doesn't matter........ . . . . .

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Yes... It really doesn't matter...

She started gently stroking his hair. He was lying in her lap.

"I hope everything is well with him....Not like the first time." She couldn't stand him to look  in that position again. Every time she cherished a fear in mind if she'd met him in that situation again. She just got shiver  thinking about that.

Stretching around his arm towards her cheek, he said, "So again today.....my longing heart has found shore at you" His doe eyes were sparkling with happiness. 

This was all she wants to see in her life.

"This is all you I've been thinking about all the time..." His eyes fixated at hers .Please Just stayin' beside me..."he said while caressing  her palm softly.

How beautiful these two eyes were. Every time she looked at these two, she felt sinking deeper and deeper. How much pain was hidden behind these two calm oceans? Maybe deeper enough to find lost herself in abyss..

Today's sky was really beautiful. It seemed like, an artist had  painted the sky with all the colors of his palette. There was a playful joy everywhere. Everything was smiling Autumn's warm smile. Why everything was looking so much beautiful today? So much vivid, so much realistic. Each and every individual of nature was giving the feeling of happiness. At each tweet in the forest ,their heart was enrapturing.

All these things were too much beautiful that she got scared if all these moments get lost all of a sudden. What if she ended up being seen all these moments shattered in the twinkle of an eye. She had accepted the reality. But still her heart was craving for tying up these memories with her desire.

They were sitting under the woods. The woods are shading their autumn leaves on ground and writing down the melancholic yet beautiful saga of fall in love .

"Why do dream of me at every single night?" she asked.

"Don't know." He wraps around her waist warmly." It feels good.. That's why... maybe....."

Hearing him, she was having a powerful kind of ache inside her, half joy, half terrible sadness that was shattering her heart into pieces.

"Why do you dream of me?'' he asked her back.

It felt like her heart stopped beating for a while. She didn't has any answer for his question.

 "Why do I dream of him? Why every night I go to sleep with a wish, maybe....even for a few seconds... if I can see him."

She gave him a smile. Smiling her back, he gave a kiss in her palm.

Even after so much effort, she was finding it hard to forget the pain tickling inside. She wanted to forget this pain. But half of her being wanted to endure this pain with all her soul. Her heart kept sinking in pain. But she couldn't help enjoying every moment while she had been pinning for him, in his absence. Why did she feel like this?

" Does your heart want to fade yourself to live in him?" a voice flew out of somewhere.

"I don't know what my heart wishes for." she breathed. "I just..... from time to time, seek my own satisfaction in search of his existence."

She grabbed his hand tightly .As if she let of his hand go, everything would fly away just like a butterfly.

He rose up his head smiling. Who was this girl? He just wondered. Could he ever make her him? What would be their next story?

He didn't even seen her in reality...Did she even have existence in reality? Every moment his heart aches for her.....His heart clenched to see her for once . That's why he kept waiting eagerly for this moment. In wakeful hours , he couldn't get to see her. So he lives in hope of dreams, If he may ensnare her in veil of dreams.

He even didn't know her name.. Actually he didn't need to know. She was unique by her own self. All he wanted to stay around her. Feel her every touch. There was nothing more to him to desire.

Every time...every moment... the hoping for her glimpse roaming around his thoughts restlessly.

"Do you miss me when I'm not with you? Do your heart crave also like me?" he said while diving into her eyes.

She got startled.

"Even when a bird whistles in the tree, it reminds me of yours." she said not averting her gaze.

Their eyes got locked up in a powerful, mesmerizing gaze that none of them can't look away.

There is a saying...in every day, every night ,every breath of your life, when you feel the pain of impassioned heart, you'll realize that you've won your love. Here is the finest reflection of this truth is being shown up among them..

"Maybe it's the time to be little more honest with your own self. Wouldn't you?" the voice whispered.

"I can't be that much selfish. I can't let him suffer anymore. Rather than all the sufferings will be mine." she said to herself.

"Yes! I'm in love with this pain living deep in my heart."

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It was bound to be.

 After being tied up by his reverie, how come she still be far away from him anymore?