I feel trapped...
I feel disgusting...
I feel like I'm stuck...
I feel useless...
I feel guilty...
I feel helpless
I feel sorrow
....
I'm dumb aren't I?
"Well, I wouldn't say that...I'd say that you're....just different from other people." A voice said in the distance, echoing in a dark room.
What do you mean "different from other people"?
"I don't have to explain it to you..."
What should I do...? I don't want to live no more...everyone I loved is gone...
"I don't know what to tell you Zayn...you're on your own..."
What do you mean?! Are you leaving me?!
"Yeah...sorry, if you cannot learn how to do this on you're own, what am I here for?"
...what are you here for?
"To help you, but I cannot help you in these type of situations..."
What...what will I be without you?
"..."
"Your mind would be an empty void."
I won't see you again will I?
"Nope."
"Have fun doing this on your own..."
I cannot do this on my own...death is the only option.
"It really isn't, but do you, it's your life, not mine...I had mine."
I wish I'd never let you go...
"Well you did, and you disappointed me..."
I'm sorry...
"You should be. Goodbye Zayn."
I looked down to see water rising, I'm really on my own...
It make it to my neck and rose up even higher. I was at the bottom of it...losing my oxygen...I'm really done for....well...not everything is perfect for everyone, not everyone gets what they want...you cannot control life, god does.
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Under Control
De Todo"I don't wanna do it anymore! Please Harry, let me go!" Zayn cried. A lustful grin appeared on Harry's face, cupping Zayn's cheeks. "Don't worry Zayn, it's not about what you want..." "What?..." Zayn sniffed. "Remember when you said you didn't want...
