You left me, You came back, but what if i moved on?

Chapter 2

(sorry i haven't been uploading i probably would be around chapter 6 by now but I've been too lazy :p anyway here's chapter 2 hope you like it! :) ........i'm not gonna force you to comment and vote and\or become a fan but it'd be nice especially if you voted :) but that's your choice so imma go now.....)

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The first couple of weeks were the absolute worst of my life! I went into a complete depression. I would wake up in the morning shower, get dressed , skip eating breakfast ignore my friends,and attend classes not even paying attention.

My parents were really worried trying to get me to talk to someone. But no the only person I wanted to talk to had left me. My friends worried too, they tried to talk me into going to parties with them to distract me from Him , but I wouldn't budge.

Everyday after school I'd go into my room and lock myself in. Not letting anyone in. Isolating myself from everyone else. They all tried their best but I just didn't have it in me to give in I kept hoping He would come back to me saying he had made a mistake and I would wait for him with open arms.

My friends and family had gotten tired after a while. I guess they saw that i just wasn't gonna give in. Because one Tuesday when i got home after school my mom and dad were waiting for me in my room.

"Bianca your mother and I have to talk to you about something", my dad said in a cold distant voice, looking extremely serious.

I just nodded so he kept going, "This ...this has got to stop!" he said pretty loudly ,"Your moping and locking yourself in your room everyday!! Your mother and I are worried sick Bianca! Just because Jerald left it doesn't mean you have to mope everyday for the rest of your life! You've got to move on!" ,he said all this a scared, angry ,worried voice with a slight frown.

"Live your life and enjoy it sweetie he's your past and he doesn't know what a special beautiful girl he lost by leaving you", dad said in a more calm soothing voice looking sad.

"He was my world dad. I...I can't just forget about him I loved him! HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND HE KNEW EVERYTHING ABOUT ME!! CAN'T YOU F*CKING UNDERSTAND THAT IT'S NOT EASY FOR ME?! Yes, he might have broken my heart but...I LOVE him! Not loved or liked LOVE i still love him and will be waiting for him with open arms! He's the love of my life!YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND!!", i said screaming tears pouring down my face now.

This time my mom got up and came over to me saying," Darling it's not the end of the world. He's not the only guy out there. There are more guys. You don't know anything about love yet sweetie. For crying out loud you're only 16! Did you really think it'd last forever?"

I pushed her away from me looking hurt at what she had just said.

"Don't. Touch. Mother,",I said in creepy voice.

She backed away like I just burnt her , my dad going over and comforting her. He said in a terribly calm voice, "Bianca do not talk us like that. We are just trying to help but if you're not going to cooperate with us then fine , but we are still your parents and as long as you live under our roof you will treat us with respect."

I just stared at them until they left.

As soon as my door was shut i went over to my bed and cried ....cried until my eyes were sore. I couldn't take it anymore. My heart was breaking. Breaking beyond repair.

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The rest of the week was horrible. I kept having morning sickness and whenever i saw food i just wanted to puke. I had a major cravings for ice cream and donuts.

It sucked and my broken heart wasn't of much help. He still hadn't come back.

After a while of my sickness i decided to go visit a doctor. Alone of course since i haven't talked to my parents since Tuesday and my friends had apparently decided to give up on me for good.