You left me, You came back, but what if i moved on?

Chapter 6

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"GAH!! I'm an idiot ,Christa!" , I sobbed. We were at the park diciding I couldn't risk anyone seeing me like this. Especially Randy.

"No your aren't B. it's understandable that you're jealous and hurt by Jerald! Don't think that!" she said hugging me.

"But is it ok when its been two years? When I'm with Randy?? When I promised myself that I would get over him?!, I was practically screaming by now I didn't mean to take my anger and frustration out on my poor friend. But what was i supposed to do?!

She just stayed silent with no answer. Then ," You can't control your feelings Bianca. You can say you don't love him ,that you hate him ,that you've moved on with Randy but your heart is the one who decides here. I'm not saying you shouldnt be with Randy or that he's not the one but your heart is the one who decides. Let it guide you and see who you're meant to be".

"That's what I'm afraid of C. if I'm meant to be with Jerald ....I can't stand to leave Randy I love the guy. He's helped me through....through everything! I....I-I can't leave him. I don't want to get hurt again yet I am being hurt and neither of them know it!",I cried and buried my head in Christa's shoulder.She just rubbed my back comfortingly.

"I should be over Jerald by now it's been way too long.... This  shouldn't affect me so much...."i drifted off and Christa just said everything would be fine. That everything will figure itself out eventually.....the question was when.

She let me cry silently for while school was probably over by now so there was no need to rush. After a while I finished my sobbing and we just layed down and looked at the sky. We had gotten ice cream not too long ago and I was half way through mine when i decided to thank her.

"You're the best friend I could have C. thanks for helping me and dealing with me.", I said quietly.

"Hey it's no problem that's why you have me right? You'd do the same for me anyways", she said

"Your right I would that's why we're besties! Want to go shopping? Have some girl time with no talk of boys or drama?" , I asked.

"UH OF COURSE SILLY!" she jumped up and pulled me with her making me drop my ice cream.

"Aaahh you butt! I didn't get to finish that!", I said laughing.

She just pulled me and took us to the cars. We each got in our own cars and drove to mall.

I wiped my face of make up and tears before though. I don't want to look like a clown! haha That's it I've gone mental.

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After our girl time we decided to go to my house. We went up to my room and i dumed all my stuff and put it in my closet.

I went to check my phone since I forgot about it during my sobbing and girl time with Christa. Randy was probably freaking out since Christa never told him we'd be ditching school just that I needed a moment before we went out of the cafetateria.

Sure enough there was seventeen missed calls and over thirty texts all from Randy and one from a strange number.

"So how many are from Randy?" ,Christa asked from across the room.

"All but one" I said. She knew how much he cared about me so she wasnt surprised.

"That boy just cares too much about you soemtimes you know?" she smiled.

"I know and I am lucky to have him this heart",I pointed towards my heart,"won't be tell this girl what to do any time soon!" ,I said smiling proudly.

She just rolled her eyes and said, "Sure sure whatever floats your boat B."

Randy was way overprotective sometimes. But that's what i love about him. He shows how much he cares for me. I sent him a quick text telling him I was fine and was with Christa at my house.

He responded less than ten seconds later saying he'd be over in five minutes.

Of course he would ask what was wrong considering my eyes were still puffy from all the crying.

Meanwhile Christa had put some music on.

Marry You by Bruno Mars. I swear if Randy and I never marry I will hunt Bruno down and propose to him till he says yes.

But of course Randy and I will marry someday. I just know it.

Since it was still a bit until Randy arrived Christa said she'd open the text from the strange number, while I went for drinks.

When I came back she had a murderous look on her face. Uh oh not good.

"What? What is it C.?" ,I asked.

She just held on tighter to the phone. "Who's the text from?" I asked reaching for the phone , but she just pulled it from my view.

"Christa who's it from?!" I said a bit louder.

"You- You wouldn't wamt to know B." ,she said quietly.

Heck yes I would want to know! It couldnt be that bad could it?

So I put the drinks down and pretended to look somewhere behind her and look shocked. It worked cause Christa turned around and momentarily forgot the phone.I the opportunity and took my phone from her and stuck my tongue out at her shocked expression.

"B. I'm not sure that's a good idea-" she drifted off with a concerned look.

I just looked down and read:

from:8692747378

 Hey Bianca I want to talk to you, please it's important! I love you and I want you back. I'll do whatever it takes but i need to tell you why I left first. Answer me please.

     Love,

        Jerald

Oh boy. I felt all color drain from my face ,Christa chewed her lip nervously and said, "I told you it wasn't a good idea...."

I just looked in the mirror behind her and looked at the reflection of a girl. A girl ghostly white and long brown hair and grey eyes. Her face showing a mix of the emotions swirling inside her..... hurt, pain, anger, happiness, coldness, danger.....

Why is he doing this to me?

I didn't know but I was going to find out. I sent a text saying I'd meet him friday at Kingleys party we'd talk there.

"what are you doing"Christa asked eyeing the text I was sending.

"Ending this once and for all" I responded in a hard cold voice.

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