L.A. Move - reader x Finn Wolfhard

6.

I can't sleep. Too much had happened the memories didn't leave my head. I feel a tear rolls down my cheek. I burry my face into my pillow, as I sob. I want to be held, and comforted. I want to tell someone what happened, why I passed out, why I'm scared of almost everything, about Jason. But I can't.

I climb out of bed. I look in the mirror.
"You need to tell someone." I say to myself, hoping it'd help. Finn? No, I care too much about our relationship. But he said he wanted to know. I shut my eyes.
"Just talk to him." I say again.

I walk outside. It's dark and cold. I walk over to Finn's trailer. I put my hand out to knock, suddenly regretting coming to his trailer. I sigh as I push the thoughts away. I knock.

Nothing. I wait a few seconds, and nothing, no light, no noise. I sigh, as I start to turn around. Then, his light turns on. He opens the door slightly. The moment he sees me he opens the door completely.

"Y/n?" He says tired and mostly worried.
"Can I come in?" I ask shivering.
"Yeah of course." I walk in to see, his trailer is pretty clean, and organized. "Are you okay?" He asks noticing that I had been crying.
"Not exactly."
"What do you mean? Wanna talk about it?"
"Actually yeah." I say looking at my hands, realizing I'm really about to do this. I feel a tear roll down my cheek.
"Hey, hey come here." He pulls me in to his arms. I burry my face into his shoulder.

"Finn."
"Yes?"
"I want to tell you why I passed out." I say pulling away and looking at him.
"Okay." He grabs my arm, and walks over to his bed. I sit down in front of him, our knees touching.

"Okay, so I'm really scared of the ocean, and like bodies of water in general."
"You should've told me."
"No because, I'm scared of it for a reason." My hand starts to shake. He puts his hand over it, and holds it.
"It's okay, tell me. I'm right here." I look away from him.

"Well, when I was younger, my family and I went to the beach. I was swimming in the water. My mom and dad started fighting." He gives my hand a tight squeeze. "My dad, who was really mad, came into the water, h- he grabbed me, a- and held me underwater." At this point I'm crying, and he's holding both of my hands. "He wouldn't let go. My mom had to start screaming and yelling for him to let me go. Every time, I try to go into the water, I feel the pain in my lungs, I relive the moment."

He looks at the floor. Different emotions on his face.
"Finn?" He looks back at me. "I'm sorry." I say crying more.
"Why are you sorry?" He says wiping the tears with his thumb.
"Because you're going to hate me now."
"No. Why would I hate you? You did nothing wrong. Come here." He pulls me into his arms.

I burry my face into his chest. He wraps his arms around me.
"I could never hate you, you're literally perfect." He whispers. Hearing him say that makes my heart melt. I pull away from him quickly.
"Finn, thank you so much for this, you're literally the only person other than Gabi, and Ja- my ex who knows." He gives me a weak smile. I can tell he's tired in his eyes.
"Of course." He pulls me back in. Except, this time he leans his back against pillows. I close my eyes as I lay on him. Pretty soon we both fall asleep.

I open my eyes. It's still dark. But something is different. I'm sleeping in Finn's arms. He still had his arms wrapped around me. Him looking adorable and so peaceful. I smile lightly, as I snuggle back up, and go back to sleep.

I wake up to someone shaking shoulder gently. I open my eyes to see it's Finn. Finn? Why is Finn in my room?
"Finn?" I ask half asleep.
"We feel asleep last night." Suddenly, the memories of the night before fill my mind. "And we have to go film."
"Ugh I'm tired." I say rolling over and laying back down. He laughs.
"Come on, or someone's going to find you here and think other things happened." I roll over and look at him.
"Fine, you're right." I get up.

I run to my room, and get dressed, and ready. I go out and they do my makeup, and give me the outfit. I walk out to see Finn and Caleb ready, and talking.
"Hey." Caleb says noticing me. Finn turns to look at me.
"Hi." I say running over to them.
"Feeling better from yesterday?" Caleb asks.
"What?" I ask thinking Finn told him.
"When you passed out?" Caleb says. I sigh, glad Finn hadn't said anything.
"Yeah, I felt much better yesterday, once I decided to go to sleep." I look over a Finn. He's smiling, sheepishly. "Well, I didn't exactly decide to fall asleep, it kinda just happened, but I'm not complaining." Finn's face lights up, with a proud smirk.

"So, you're saying you slept well?" Finn asks.
"Yeah, you could say that." I say looking at him sheepishly. Caleb looks at the two of us confused. We both start giggling. Millie and Sadie come out.
"Hey." Sadie says.
"Hi." We all say. Noah and Gaten come.

"We have a few minutes until we have to start." Noah says.
"What's Gabi doing?" Gaten asks.
"I don't know. She's either sleeping, rewatching Stranger Things, doing her makeup, or taking pictures." I say. He nods.
"Hey guys, get over here!" The director yells. We all run over. We start filming. While filming, I notice that Finn keeps looking over at me randomly.