pendejo

chapter 2

You just laid there on the bed thinking,  
should I call my mom?  
I mean she'll have to understand that I'm tired as shit, I'll tell her I fell asleep or smth,

you get up from your bed and go to the duffle bag and take out your purple bonnet so your hair doesn't become frizzy then you grab your backpack and sit on your bed, you look at the wall for a couple of seconds before you plug your headphones to your phone and play you favorite playlist and like I want you by Giveon plays, you close your eyes for a minute admiring Giveons voice

As if your fingers move on their own you take out a black small sketchbook and open up to a blank clean page, you're hand moves on its own as you grab your pencil case, for about thirty minutes you doodle random stuff on your sketchbook

You put the sketchbook under your pillow and put your bookbag where it goes and lay on the bed You grab your phone and change the playlist to your Spanish playlist, you lay down as Llorar by Aventura played

Damn I kinda miss my mom 
You shake your head to dismiss the thought
It's the damn playlist that's making you miss home

Music was like your escape from reality honestly it was like some sort of weed you were addicted to, you didn't give a fuck if it was in another language, music just spoke to you in a different way

You didn't sleep at all, you couldn't help it you felt unsafe even tho you knew it was safe, what would you expect you were in a new country and a new school without your parents of course you would feel unsafe.

It was finally time to get ready for school, as Y/n was walking to the bathroom to start her morning routine, she saw the girl with the ponytail man she gorgeous, a literal goddess you thought to yourself

"Good morning momo"
  You hoped that you got her name right so you don't Offend her by accident

"Good morning Y/n"

With that brushed your teeth and washed your face, fixed your curls, and did your edges

You walked back to you dorm and changed to you uniform, grab your backpack and left for homeroom