I say I'm fine.
It all hurts. I want him.
I want him back in my arms, so I can kiss his soft lips and cares his cheek and call him mine.
"Jungkook-ah you need to eat." Jimin says to me, he sits next to me with some rice.
He sighs when he tilts my chin, so I could face him. My face was flushed red, my eyes red and puffy from crying.
"Kook. You need to eat. Please, just finish at least half of this small bowl of rice, and I'll leave you alone." He says, placing the bowl in front of me.
"If you leave me alone. I will eat." I say, they all had moved in with me too make sure I didn't do anything stupid.
Jimin sighs and I hear his footsteps faiding before he stops walking.
"Being like this won't bring him back. He'd want you to take care of yourself. That's what he always said." Jimin says, before leaving my room.
I bite down on my bottom lip and look down at my phone.
Hoseok-Hyung had taken this picture of us, we were so happy. Just before we took that picture, Namjoon had kissed me.
Made me feel safe.
Loved.
I finally couldn't take it, I started to wail.
"I-I mi-miss you! S-so mu-much! I ne-need you. . . I mi-miss yo-you. . ."