The One and Only Regret in My Life

Real Life, Real Color

Finally, I can do whatever I want without asking permission from my parents nor guardians. I got a job. Still, he was unemployed. He wanted me to move in with him but I said that I would if he finds a job. After a week or two, HE DID! He found a job.. And there entered the third party. I didnt know what he was thinking but maybe he thought of himself as a successful guy because of his job. Funny, really. Agony, pain, fear, anger, confusion, and loneliness emotions entered. I kept everything inside me. I got hurt emotionally and physically. I didnt tell anyone cause I was afraid that my family would do something to him. I just worked too hard and told myself that maybe, he would change eventually. But he did not. Years passed, still the same guy. I wasnt happy anymore. I was an idiot. BIG TIME IDIOT.