[COMPLETED] My Prize

chapter 40 Last Chance

After Phil confessed about how he feels about Russia, he wouldn't let anyone take him away from the tall man. "Phil... Please.. let's go home-" "no! I won't!" Phil refuses to go home. "Come on Phil... Stop playing these jokes .. Your lover is getting upset-" "I know that he loves me.. but I can't reciprocate his feelings so stop calling Japan my lover! He's just a friend to me now..." Philip is being really stubborn. "Phil-"

"No! If I really loved Japan when I didn't have amnesia.... When he kissed me or held my hand, my feelings for him Should have came back! But no... I don't feel anything for him! I didn't feel anything when I kissed him. Russia must be my soulmate! I love Russia, form the moment I saw him it's as if I met him before and once I held his hands I felt a wave of emotions. A feeling of love.... I felt so happy to hand him in my arms"

Phil said all of this with a genuine smile. "Are you serious?" They can't believe what Philip is talking about. "Yes... Do I look like I'm joking?"

"Do you remember what my name is?" Russia asks Philip. "No.... I'm afraid not.. but I think I remember calling you kapre? Ruski?" Russia immediately wanted to hug Philip like a desperate husky that had lost its owner for years. "Is Philip serious or is he just delusional?" Kazkhstan asks the doctors. The doctors do not know how to respond. They made Philip take a test. They used a device to see his heart pulse, they made him hold hands with Japan and hug him. Phil's heartbeat was normal, not irratic and his cheeks weren't even close to blushing. Meanwhile Japan's heartbeat is beating so fast. Japan looks like a tomato. Japan's heartbeat is extremely fast.

It's seems like Phil doesn't show any emotions towards Japan. But when they tested Russia and Philip.... Phil and Russia both blushed like a tomato, even redder than Soviet's forehead. Phil's and Russia heartbeats were both extremely fast. It was clear that Phil likes Russia and not Japan. Phil shows more interest in Russia. They conducted more tests on Philip to confirm if he's alright to go home. After everything, Phil showed no signs of any abnormality or anything unusual so they declared him free to leave the hospital. Phil still couldn't stop hugging Russia. "Phil.... Let's go home please!" Again Philip told them no. Asean and Soviet made a plan. "Phil, what if Russia brought you home after a little date? So that you two can get to know each other more and get closer" "we promise that you'll see him every day... And....." Asean bit the inside of his cheek because of guilt to what he's about to say. "Japan isn't your lover anymore and that clear to all of us.." they all gasped but it's inevitable. One of them has to say it. Japan only stayed silent and endured the pain in his heart. Anything to make Philip happy. They gave Philip clothes to change so that they could leave the hospital. Nekomi comforted his brother by patting him on the back. Japan took of his eye glasses then started to cry silently behind their backs. But Japan knows what he's supposed to do. Japan won't be like his brother. He loves Philip, truly loves him. Japan won't end up like his brother so he will let Philip go.

Nekomi explained to her brother that it's been so long since Philip had moved on. Philip didn't say anything but he was developing feelings for Russia and that he had already moved on from Japan. It's seems that Japan and Philip are truly not meant to be together. Nekomi wanted to tell he brother that Phil moved on but she couldn't.... She just couldn't... But now she could because it's time to tell him...

"Nisan... Are you okay?" Nekomi asks her brother how he is feeling. "Yes... I'm fine... I need to accept the truth... Phil has already moved on..." Japan tells her sister with a bitter smile. "Be strong nisan!" "I'll try my best Nekomi...."

Phil and Russia went to the city, just he two of them so that they could have a little date. They drove to the city without actually having any plans on what to do.

Russia parked the car then they just walked, deciding on what to do for their date.... He is basically forced to, but he's not complaining since he loves Philip and he's very nervous and also very excited.