[COMPLETED] My Prize

chapter 19 I wish for your wish

Sorry guys for the long wait... We have school now 😭.

I don't get tired but I get tired mentally.....

Guys.... Do I have NVM... I dream about failure and falling from high places...

There are times when I dream about being late like earlier. Like wtf? I dreamed that I woke up 8:37 am or something. And my mom is beside me and I just went to sleep then I woke up.

But when I woke up, it's 6:30 am..... And no one is besides me... I remember that my mom wakes up at 5 am...

I think I have a fear of failure... And so maybe that's why I try to be good enough and push myself and feels bad even with 2 mistakes... Even if no one pushes me....

It's because of my fear of failure...

My mom said she doesn't think I have low self-esteem and maybe mine isn't low...

I just feel useless, worthless, fat, ugly, never been beautiful, just Ugly... And I'm super fat.... And that I'm better off not here...

So yeah I guess it's pretty high
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Anyways I'm so sorry again and please enjoy... If you will enjoy...

Phil just finished dressing up, he feels very embarrassed wearing this yellow yukata. he looks like a real girl. he sighs and he takes in a deep breath.

the door then suddenly burst opens revealing his big brothers, china, Mal and Indo then comes along his other brothers

"heyyyyyy Phil"

Phil ofcourse Flinches in surprise.

"You look adorable/cute/lovely/Beautiful/nice/great/perfect and etc"

They all say.

"Phil looks so adorable, he looks like a real girl especially because of his he-"

"Alright shut up let's go" Phil shushes his brothers and they quickly follow behind.

Everyone likes how Phil look, he looks adorable.

At the limo, Phil humms a little melody and he looks out the window, like always. While his brothers play on their phones or sleep aka Singapore.

Phil is really in a good mood, he's so excited for the festival. He really wants to go and have fun.

As soon as the limo stopped, Phil was first to get out. He hopes out and he started to happily hop/skip like a bunny but then he suddenly bumps into someone.

What a lovely coincidence, it's Japan.

Phil's and Japan's eyes both met. And they both slowly blush a bit upon seeing how good they both look in their outfits.

Nekomi quickly Shushes JE's mouth and drags her brother away.

The Asians also did the same, so there won't be a fight this early.