SEA (HYUNLIX)

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❛Why do I feel that something gonna happen soon?❜ the freckled boy mumbling, asking himself while looking at the sea

The sea. Sea gives him a calm mind. But he can't help to think much. It's hurt him mentally and hurt him physically. He come to the beach only to sight seeing the wide and beautiful sea. He tried, he tried to get rid of his overthiking side which is successfully failed. His anxiety never fails to make him worry and keep thinking negatively.

His mind rejected every positives thoughts, only negatives thoughts flooding his mind which is slowly killing him. He can't turn back time where he is cheerful, careless and happy Lee Felix. He can't. It's too late. He fall deep into anxiety and depression.

Only sea could calm his a little part of his messy mind, but still not forgetting his life problem. He can't forget about it. The truth behind his quiet personality is untold. Too hard to forget, too hurt to think.

Honestly he can choose to leave the world but he still thinking about his brothers, Taeyong and Minho. He can't left his brothers alone can he? It would be unfair to them. Unfair to them because he left them too early.

❛It's too selfish right?❜

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Hyunjin on the other hand silently observing the freckled boy silently from afar. He notice the freckled boy always come to the beach alone everyday. Is he waiting for someone? But why he look hurt?

He want to know the answer, but still got nothing. He really want to know why the freckled boy always alone, always come to the beach and look hurt?

Suddenly his phone ringing and panicked a little bit. He quickly answer the phone, ❛I'm at the beach right now hyung❜

He sighed and look at the freckled boy one last time. ❛You want me to come? Okay, I'll be there in 10 minutes.❜

❛You look hurt, I hope you didn't do something unexpected stranger freckled boy.❜ he mumble and left the beach after that

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❝Sorry for bothering your day off, Hyunjin ah. We still have a lot of patients to attend. We are out of doctors here❞ Taeyong apologize at the younger with his lip pressed into a thin line

He feels bad for calling Hyunjin to the hospital when the younger is on his day off. ❝Hyung, it's okay. I don't have anything to do anyway.❞ Hyunjin smile

Hyunjin immediately wear his white doctor coat and grab a clipboard that full with patients health documents. But he can't seem to forget about the freckled boy. The boy still at the beach, all alone.

It's somehow concerning him. It's normal for him to concern about other people since he is a doctor, a doctor should care about their patients health. But the freckled boy is not even his patient, then why he still care about the freckled boy? He don't even know why.

He mentally sigh and look around. He is alone too. Taeyong already left to attend some injured patient. He decide to go meet Minho who he can sure that the older still in his office room.

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❝Hyunjin? What are you doing here on your day off?❞ Minho ask, looking at the younger with confused face expression

Hyunjin sigh heavily and take a sit in front of Minho. He's sickly worry about the freckled boy whose alone at the beach now. It's almost 8PM, he can be sure the freckled boy still at the beach.

Minho stop doing his work and motions Hyunjin to speak, he know the younger is thinking about something that he can't solve. ❝Before I come here, I saw a freckled boy by the seashore, I'm worried about him cause it's almost night time but he don't show any hint to go back home❞

Minho stay silent for awhile and grab his phone, trying to dial the youngest. ❛Yongbok, are you alright there? Please go home, it's night already❜ he speak to the phone as soon as the youngest pick up his call

❛Hyung, I'll be home soon. I need a little bit more time❜ Felix respons on the other line with obvious sad tone. ❛You are sad aren't you?❜ Minho ask, slowly inhale and exhale, trying to understand the youngest situations

Hyunjin look at Minho with confuse expression but still keep silent so that he can listen to the conversation. Who is Minho on call with?

❛I'm okay hyung, see you later❜ Felix said and hung up the call which make Minho sigh heavily. He put down his phone and face Hyunjin. ❝I know the freckled boy that you mentioned, it's my youngest brother❞

Hyunjin widening his eyes and look at Minho. He thought Taeyong is the only brother Minho have? Why no one tell him about the youngest?

❝Hyung, can I know why he always go to the beach alone? Why he looks hurt?❞ Hyunjin ask, his curiosity is killing him somehow so he need to ask the older

❝Yongbok loves beach, starting at the age of 18, but now, he is 20. Yongbok go to the beach because of his persistence depression and anxiety. He told me and Taeyong that beach and sea could calm his messy mind, well at least a little bit❞ Minho sigh again

❝We try to help him but he can't help himself. He still on hold until now because he doesn't want to be the disappointment to mom and dad. Dad wished was to him to be a doctor like me and Taeyong but he can't, he is sick. But dad being considerate he let Yongbok take his time. You do know that this hospital is own by my family right? But Yongbok rarely come here. He doesn't want to receive any treatments for his depression and anxiety❞ Minho explain

❝Hyung, maybe I can help him? Let me try❞ Hyunjin plead the older. Minho took a few minutes to agree to Hyunjin's idea. ❛Maybe some help from Hyunjin won't hurt right?❜ Minho thought to himself

He trust Hyunjin, Hyunjin is a psychologist and also a hardworking doctor in this hospital. So maybe Felix will open up to Hyunjin right?

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