SEA (HYUNLIX)

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❝Finally knows the way home Yongbok? Took you long enough❞ the blue hair boy said as soon as Felix walk into the big living room. Felix take a glance at his cousin and shrugs. He don't really care if Lee Jeno bring his boyfriend home but the boyfriend somehow is too loud.

❝I'll be in my room if hyungs ask you❞ he mumbles, loud enough for Lee Jeno and Na Jaemin to heard him. He left to his room upstairs, ignoring Lee Donghyuck who intensely watching him from the beginning

Jeno look at Donghyuck confusedly and ask, ❝did something possessed our cousin Donghyuck?❞ Donghyuck shrugs his shoulder and turn his attention back to the TV. ❛Yongbok is weird, but okay❜ Donghyuck mentally talk to himself

Felix throw himself onto the king-sized bed and sigh heavily. He don't even know what happen to him. He lost interest in literary everything. Except for one, his interest to go to the beach still there. The only place he will go.

After few moments he was interrupted by a few knocks on his door. He slowly get up and open the door to whoever knocked it. ❝Yongbok ah, can hyung talk to you?❞ Minho ask, trying to sound normal

He actually freak out when he saw Felix's extremely pale face. He need to reminds himself that Felix still alive, not dead yet. But Felix make himself looks like a dead person sometimes.

Felix nods his head and let Minho in to his room. The room is dark but Minho didn't bother to switch on the light because he know Felix is more comfortable when his room is dark, without any light.

❝Are you sick Yongbok? Why you looks extremely pale?❞ Minho ask concern about the youngest's physical health now, not only mental health. ❝What do you mean hyung? I think I all good now. Do I look sick hyung?❞ Felix ask, tilting his head

❝You look like BangChan somehow. Too pale, it's freaked me out for few seconds❞ Minho said while heaving a sigh. ❝Hyung, what do you want to talk about?❞ Felix ask

❝Ah yes, about that. Tomorrow you must come to the hospital for checkup. Hyung thinks that your health is worsening. Your mental health, you just can't keep going on like this Yongbok ah, it's too dangerous❞ Minho said, pleading the younger

Felix silently think for awhile. Minho wants him to go to the hospital? He is fine with it but why it's feels like so sudden? Did Minho knows more about his sickness? He want to help himself but he fail miserably, his mind reject the every positive thoughts. He sigh and nod his head as yes.

❝I will go to the hospital tomorrow hyung. I can't be like this anymore, it's too painful❞ he said with a weak tone. He honestly feels really tired and sick, maybe he really needs help.

Minho smile and pat the younger's hair, ❝I know you are tired Yongbok ah, but remember that hyung will always here for you, don't hesitate to tell hyung everything❞

❝Hyung, may I know why I always bleeding lately? Like I got bruises easily and got sudden nosebleed sometimes?❞ Felix ask, try his best to sound natural so that Minho isn't worry about him.

Minho's smile drop and examine his face, ❝I'll check it tomorrow, I hope it's nothing Yongbok ah, I don't want anything bad to happen to you❞ Minho sigh. ❝Just a moment ago you told me that you are good, if you feel sick just tell hyung okay? You can't keep it to yourself. You are suffering enough Yongbok, don't hide it for your own good❞

Felix only nods his head and press his lip into a thin line. He feels like he's burdening Minho with his mental and physical health conditions now. He can't help but to feel sorry to the older.

❛I'm sorry hyung, but please help me. I'm tired to help myself❜

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『Lee's Hospital 』

❝You should receive treatments after this Yongbok. Me and your Minho hyung can't see you like this. We don't want you to suffer more. It's too painful to watch you suffering like this❞ Taeyong said as he jotted down everything that he could get from Felix's weak condition, usually he could see emotions in Felix's eyes but now he can't see anything. It's only emptiness.

Really empty.

Taeyong mentally sigh and put down his pen, ❛I hope your system don't reject the treatments❜ Taeyong thought to himself sadly

❝Hyung? Can I go for a walk? I promise it's not far from here❞ Felix said as he standing up from the seat, waiting for the older to give him permission. Taeyong only nods his head, ❝be careful, don't get lost. You rarely come here❞

Felix only nods his head as response. He left Taeyong's office room and go for walk. He admit that the hospital is too big, he could lost if he don't pay attention.   

❛My life is a burdensome to my family. Then why I'm still here? But I don't want to leave them yet. They still hoping that I could go back to my old self, I promise I'm trying. I promise❜ Felix thought to himself while walking up to the stairs that leads him to the rooftop. He rather choose stairs than the elevator.

Elevator is too fast for him and low-key scary, so stairs is better in his case.

He sit down on the grassy area and look up at the sky, ❝maybe I got a little piece of hope after all❞ he mumbles

❝The sky is beautiful right? There's a little light in your life too. Make them shine brighter than before. Life is short, so don't waste it❞ someone speak which makes him look to his side

There, a pale boy sitting 2 meters away from him, also looking up to the sky. ❝I wish I could go up there but I can't, at least not now. I haven't complete my last wish❞ the boy said again

He tilt his head in confusion and decide to ask, ❝May I know who are you?❞ he's trying not to sound rude but it came out like that. ❝Me? I'm just someone who die for 3 years now, which means I'm a ghost❞ the boy said, chuckling

Felix widening his eyes and feel shock. A ghost? How can a ghost show up during day light and talk to him? Or worst showing himself to him?!

❝I know you are shock, but I'm staying here quite some time now. I don't have any place to go, so let me stay here❞ the boy said, smiling weakly. ❝Can I know what's your name?❞ Felix ask awkwardly

There's no way he will call the ghost, "ghost" right? The ghost must have a name.

❝Just call me Yeonjun, Choi Yeonjun❞ the boy smile. Felix nods his head and press his lip to a thin line, ❝You can call me Felix though❞

❝So Felix, this is the first time you come here? I never saw you here before❞ Yeonjun ask. ❝I'm here because of my brothers want to treat me❞

❝Are you sick?❞ the only question came out from Yeonjun's mouth. ❝Not exactly sick, but I'm depressed and my anxiety got worse. So here I am❞ Felix said and shrugs slightly

Yeonjun only nods his head, it's understandable that Felix is suffering from depression. He can see that. ❝But why are you still here? Are you waiting for someone?❞ Felix ask

Yeonjun sigh and nods his head, he's indeed waiting for someone but he never come, ❝he just never come here though❞

❝May I know how you become a ghost?❞ Felix ask, he rarely asking others questions but his curiosity about the ghost is killing him. ❝I died from a terminal cancer, and I got depression during the treatment, I don't have any hope but I forget that I still need to waiting for someone, it just he never come back. Anyway, so I fully understand how you feel, I can see that you are depressed. Life is unfair to you huh?❞ Yeonjun ask, sighing softly, he don't wanna talk about the guy that he always waiting for

Felix only nods his head, agreeing with Yeonjun that life is unfair sometimes. He don't know when will the unfairness will end. He just want it to end, everything is unfair to him so maybe if the unfairness gone, his cheerful self will come back? Maybe? He hope so.

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-tbc-