Do you know what suck the most is?
Its when you actually realize if you are only wasting your life, your time and you will not be that person who will always take care of him, who will always wake up and see his face next to you but all you can do is flipping next to next chapters of fanfictions about your idols and imagining somethings that probably will never happen and imagining if the girl in that fictional story is you
yet,
you enjoy this occasion.