Kurapika x leorio

Im so so sorry

Hi everyone.
Im gonna apologize for not updating recently.
I have depression and it's hard to get Inspiration and motivation.
A lots happened while I was gone. So if you wanna hear what's been happening keep reading.

So, back in November, my motivation to write went down, My health also rapidly decreased and I could barely eat which our have to throw up (NOT ED) it went one for 2+ months and I still have a sickish feeling when I eat. in the beginning of December I got a parner and they were toxic, 2 days before their birthday they broke up with me (dec 27th) and I realized how toxic and manipulative they were to me. The same day my sister left me too(long distance friend not bio sister), but she came back bc she missed me, but there are my ahte times when she is toxic which make me think a lot about what I do and who I'm friends with. In the beginning of January I had COVID, when I was finally able to leave the house I went over to my grandmas to hang with my cousin, whiel ow as there I snapped a person that I talked to every so often. We started talking everyday since then, 6 days ago I told him I liked him, I was scared it would ruin everything...but he told me he liked me too, then asked me to be his. I was talking to my friend while all this was happening and she was helping me out. When he asked me I pit my phone down and when into the bathroom to breathe for a min. I messaged him back asking if he could give me a few mins. I was scared to say yes Bc on my last relationship tho I knew he wasn't that person, he said yes, and to take as long as I needed. We talking for about an hour as I thought. I finally said yes.
He's kept me happy everyday...but my friend got jelly and really hurt me and made me think,, "you and ** probably aren't gonna be together longer then 4 months, that may be a little much but mm" is what my friend said.
And through tall of this time I've been trying to keep myself up and standing.

If you got to the end of this thank you for reading.

P.s. the photo is my current partner.

And yes I know i sound like a literally child..I'm sorry.