Confusion

Part 13 :D

as Anna was wheeled down in to the darkness of the ground i stood there with blurry eyes knowing i will never see her again she finally got to the bottom i grabbed a rose  and threw in to the darkness the priest said a few things then silence everything white all around me noone and nothing i was alone with Anna in the coffin she looked like she was asleep but i knew she wasn't i cried as much i could i open eyes to see everyone around me shocked and faces the mother was crying less then me i looked at everyone  in the back i saw Jamie he dident even see her he just stood there no tears no frown nothing i stood up and ran him his face went in to shock as i slapped him hard across the face

"you dident even say good bye you dident give her a flower you dident cry for her she loved you and you ruin it all i hate you...i hate you" i screamed looking back at everyone looking at me even more mad then they did before i had to get away somewhere were everything is perfect but life is never going to be the same......

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 i ran to somewhere i never thought id go back i found my self at zeros house i ran in the house without knocking to see the girl that was at the movies in his house her skirt was way pass the place it should be she was next to zero on the couch she was smiling at him while her hands going up and down his arm. i listened to them talk  i hid behind the wall that was right in front of them lucky the walls were thin.

"wow you have really big muscles" she giggled " do you work out"

"um yeah i guess" he mumbled

"you want to go somewhere more compatible" she giggled more

i hate this all of this i really do i walk slowly from the side of the room while looking at the ground

"hey i um came to see you but i guess i came her at the wrong time i should um go" i whisper turning around but before i could zero grabbed my arm....

"no stay she was just visiting she is a family friend so yea please stay" he said then looked at her"she was about to leave any way"

she let out a huge sigh and got up and pushed me while passing by.

"ok i guess" i said sitting on the couch" he moved slowly on the couch putting his arm around me

"how are you feeling?" he asked

"not to go i want to forget about all of this"i said starting at him i put my hand on both sides of his face pulling him closer" anything please just make me forget" the i softly put my lips to his but it got more active then i thought his hands slowly went up my shirt and mine around his neck are kisses got deeper and hotter i liked it...a lot my hands went to hi belt i untied it slowly to annoy him he was his breathing went all funny he pulled of my shirt and i undid his belt he pulled off his pants he pulled me into his arms and then carried me to his room and closed the door.

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im not telling you to much..maybe laterz xD

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i found my self alone on a large king sized bed i looked around and saw zero looking out the window.

"come back to bed aren't you tired?" i asked

"hm not really i shouldn't of did what  did last night"

"but why i thought you liked me..or loved me"

"i love you but i think i went to far you should get dressed and leave ......please" he said staring in to my blue eyes.

TO BE CONTINUED