Confusion

Part 14 :D

but...but why i..i thought last night would be spacial" i said he got up from his chair and went to the door and before he left he whispered

"ill be out side get dressed and ill take you home"  and the he was gone

"i hate you...i bloody hate you...you bastard" i screamed throwing the pillows at the door i jump out of the bed and slipped my clothes on i dont want to see him again.

i opened the window he was sitting near before and slipped out and walked away with out looking back.

Zero P.O.V

she was taking her time in there i leaned on the door thinking of what an idiot i am looked to the ground covering my face of tears i do love her but how am i supposed to tell her....that......im getting married.

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i stayed there for a few more minutes what is taking her so long i slowly opened the door slowly

"haruhi...are you ok" i whispered but no answer back i opened the door fully to find the room empty i looked to my side to the window wide open"shit" i ran out of the room the to out side i got in to my car and speed down the road i saw a lonely girl down the street but i knew was haruhi.

Haruhis P.O.V

i walked down the street with my eyes full of tears i herd a car horn behind me i turned around to see zero.

"leave me alone zero!" i yelled i stated to walk away again i herd the car door open and close then i felt a large hand go around my hand

" i told you i will take you home" he mumbled

" i think i can walk last time i checked i have legs so just go away" i whispered

"i have to tell you something please listen" i said turning me around to look at him

"fine hurry up and talk" i mumbled

"i ..i know this might hurt your feelings or something like that but im sorry its for my family" he paused for a second " im..im getting married" my eyes opened in shock i lifted my hand and slapped him hard across the face.

"never...never ever let me see you again" i screamed running away

why do i make everything worse......

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Zeros P.O.V

its been 2 weeks since i had the fight with haruhi i haven't seen her at school since and where could she be living she isn't at her friends house or her mothers house she deferentially not in my house.

but i should stop thinking about her i have to think about my family business im getting married next week i have to think about that.

ive been looking for her everyday now i looked every where but.....jacks house

Haruhi P.O.V

they only place i could think that would be...jacks house i been living with him for 2 weeks now he hasn't touched me or look at me i told him something witch wasn't true but true as well i told him...that i was pregnant with his baby...but it wasn't his baby its zeros  i told him i wanted him to be with the baby so i asked to live with him.

i cried my self to sleep every night since the day i made love with zero.

i woke up the next day walking down the stares slowly to see jack on the couch watching TV he patted the chair next to him but before i sat down someone knocked the door.

"ill get it" i smiled to jack but  he followed me anyway i opened the door with a smile to see zeros surprised face " dident i tell you to never let me see you again"

"what the hell are you doing her with him he raped you haruhi him the man right behind you" he yelled

"well im here beacuse of things but anyway it isn't any of you business" i shot back

"i love to hear why" he smirked

"i...im pregnant" i whispered he froze not moving a bit not even blinking " and its...its his baby and i want him to see his child so will you please leave." i whispered closing the door

"wait..here i want you to come to the wedding and you..you can invite a friend bye haruhi" he smiled walking away but he head fell down when he was half way i felt tears in my eyes.

i ran up stares and fell on the single bed that was in the spare room i cried in to the pillow.

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-week later-

i picked put a dress that dident show my growing belly for the wedding i picked out a purple dress that when down to my knees it was short sleeved with frills at the end of them i thought it was cute i tied my hair up in to a  pony tale and let to strands of hair fall to my sides of my roundish shaped face.

i walked out of the room smiling and saw jack dressed in a tux he actually looked handsome  he looked up and smiled he grabbed my hand and walked me down the stares.

while we where in the car we were playing punch buggy it was fun but i used to play that with my mum all the time i miss her.

we finally go o the wedding it was huge everything what super white like what an angle in heaven would ware the wedding was beautiful the was white lily's everywhere and trees with white flowers around the leaves fell like a cherry blossom tree i looked around and saw everyone look at me they all looked mad at me but i just kept walking forward and stooped when i saw zero is dark brown hair brushed back and his smile was making him more perfect and he was wearing a white tux he was laughing the man that was in front of him he looked about 48 older i dident really know then the man gave him a quick hug and patted him on the shoulder

i slowly walked forward with a small smile zero looked my way and smiled

"haruhi you came" he laughed the man that was next to me glared at me

"son the wedding is about to start" he was his father he looked at me again"and you young ladie and you partner please take a seat on the grooms side if you are friends with him

"oh ok" i whispered walking away talking a seat on the chairs they were really comfy i smiled at jack who smiled back we sat there for awhile then finally wedding bells rang i looked around the see the a girl dressed in white then i finally saw her face....it was the girl that as at zeros house...her...i cant believe this i got up from my chair and stood between the bride and zero i started to cry and looked at zero who look like he was about to cry but he turned around i stood his way

"i hate you i hate you hate you hate you you made love to me when you were engaged she was in the house before that night i hate you" i screamed at him slapping him across the face then i ran out of there but before i fully left i stood at the end of the alter "oh and by the way wait before i tell jack im sorry the baby isn't yours jack stood up in shook zero the baby im caring is yours" every one gasped zero feel to his knees and i ran i got in to the car went back to jacks house grabbed my stuff and left i drove till i found a hotel and got a room beacuse i took some money as well .

now i promise my self i will never see him again

Zero P.O.V

my child shes carrying ...mine i cant believe this ..i..cant

i ran out of the wedding my father grabbed my arm though

"you leave you are dead to me" he spat

"fine i rather a family and love then being alive to you" i yelled back at him then i ran i looked every where for her she wasn't with her friends not with her mum not with jack

what have i done.