TWO LIVES

it all started a long time ago ...whatever you can call it , good or bad..But I call it my destiny .I was raised in a normal family with normal parents , normal relatives but i had a very beautiful girl in my life on whom i had a huge crush. she was my best friend from childhood till my end so... u guessed it..I did not tell her about my feelings toward her because I didn't want to loose her. By the way I forgot to tell u , my name is sameer and I'm 23 years old n hers is saveera she's 23 too. I know both our names sounds kinda same but it's because we're made for each other .when it comes to my appearance. I don't think I'm that good looking. some days I feel good about myself n some days I don't. so in total I'm OK . short hair , fair skin , squinting eyes and a big nose , 5'10" height and average at academics and sports ....that's me . and what can I tell u about her .. she's perfect . she has long hair that smells good, wheatish skin tone beautiful face , n tall stature. But what makes her so beautiful is her inner self. she always gets me . If I'm angry , sad , anxious or whatever she makes me feel good . But enough taking about how we look , it's about the feeling that we share together.we went to same school ,used to be benchmates (same sitting desk) till 4th class after that we started to sit on diffrent desks me with boys n her with girls.i knotted a blue thread to my desk n she knotted a purple one to embark our seats. we did it till we got graduated from the school .But we used to sit side by side in a row. she used to help me with my homework. we always took a stand for each other in school . everyone was kinda jealous with our friendship but I was glad that she was my best friend. But she was not the only one who cared ,I care about her like one time she was attracted to a guy that I hated obviously. he was famous for many affairs in our school.he had spoilt many people and spread rumours in our school about some girls. he asked for her phone number straight to her face she kinda panicked n told me to give it to him .so I did what a best friend should do . I gave him her father's phone number. i did it because she does not deserve any bad mark on her reputation especially for the things that she did not do. I told her about why I did that. she understood me as always.Time passed we joined college ..and I decided to tell her because I thought it was the time and she was single as well . so I dressed up . bought some red roses .stereotypical . I decided to go to her rental apartment to confess my love for her. I picked up my motorbike keys and started driving . I could not wait to meet the person that i wanted to spend my life with n confess my love to her so i increased my bike's speed. I was a mile away from her apartment when a truck came n hit me with full speed I lost my consciousness n i could see the death coming to take me as my whole life was flashing in front of my eyes I was regretting that I could no longer confess to the one that I wanted to give my all. as it being the last wish of my . I closed my eyes n went away from her forever....to be continue....