TWO LIVES

It was 2 days after Valentine day. I was in my apartment when I decided to call sameer . My best friend. I wanted to tell him about how my Valentine day went .. but little did I know that I would not be able to see him forever ..tears stared falling from my eyes as I heard the news of him passing away. I heard he lost his life in a horrible accident. He was wearing a tux n had roses with him , driving on his bike and got crushed over by a truck. Burn in hell you drunk truck driver I yelled as I heard the complete incident. The girl he was going for must be very lucky to have a boyfriend like him .she lost a good lover n I lost my best friend.  I wish I could tell him how much he meant to me.. I've never found a friend , guardian  and  wellwisher like him . He was the one who used to listen to all my worries n stuff ..I wish he was here . I want to tell him how horrible my life has become n how grateful I am to be his best friend. Throughout my childhood, I had seen a lot of domestic  violence n I was severely affected by that. I had thanked him for that long  time ago but it was not enough..I was looking for a pillar in my life.. an anchor of my life..and he was that ..He knew my favourite colour was purple n he had always gifted me all things in purple.. I had gifted him many things in blue .. like he always liked..but I don't know if he knew that I cared.. I wish It was me who had passed away not him. I wish all his dreams and wishes come true.

                     It has been a lot of years ...I'm married to a good man . I have two daughters named shaira and sameer. It's not that that my husband is bad. He's good no doubts . But I'm not able to trust him fully. He's a businessman. He's  into his business . He does fulfill all my dreams but I know and I have tried to tell him how I feel about certain things but not much response from the other side. I'm grateful that he's loyal n so am I.i have never found a bestie like sameer . I'm happy where I am today ...So that's good.

                 It's been a life...I have lived fully and I am contented how my life has been . I wish before I die I could see all the people I loved......to be continue....