Opening up

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Y/n POV
Dorm
I was exhausted. Both physically and mentally. This new woman.. she was able to press every button I owned, it was infuriating. What's worse Is that it's only me who feels this way. Many pretty much love her and others think she is a fantastic person, so why is it me who she annoys. Why ME?!

Creaking from the door grabbed my attention. It was peeled open, letting in part of the light from the hallway and illuminating the goddess that stood before it. Nienke entered the dorm, closing the door as she did and sat opposite me on the sofa.
"May I share a drink with you?" She asked, flashing a cute smile. At this I rolled my eyes.
"Did Eliza tell you to share a drink with me?" I questioned.
"Yep" she replied, leaving me dumbfounded at her bluntness. Without awaiting my reply she opened the glass and poured herself some of the bitter liquid.
"Want some?" She asked, to which I glared at her.
"It's my fucking drink, of course I want some" I replied, angered for seemingly no reason. Nienke seemed to ignore my rude comment and passed me a glass of the whiskey wordlessly. This caused me to get even more angry.
"What the fuck are you?" I asked, causing her to flinch slightly.
"What do you mean?" She asked confused.
"First you try to irritate me, then you talk down to me, then you insult me and now when I'm rude you don't say anything back. Your like a roulette wheel of emotions and I seem to draw prick everytime" I replied, causing her to look at the swirling liquid in the glass."
"You really want to know?" She asked
"Of course, that's why I asked" I replied. Yet again she ignored my rudeness.
Slowly, Nienke pushed the glass to her luscious lips and sipped from it. Her demeanor was oddly calm, something I hadn't seen from her yet.
"I have been trying to impress you" she replied, causing the room to go silent. For the first time in a while I was stunned into silence, I had no idea what to say.
"You've... been trying to impress... me?" I questioned, making sure I heard her right.
"Yes. I admire you, have for a long time and I've developed an infatuation with you." Yet again I was stunned into silence, but this time my heart started to beat faster and my mouth started to dry. What was this feeling?
"When I found out i would be working AND living with you.. I tried desperately to gain your attention... but it seems all I have done is make you resent me... I can set aside my own feelings and if you would like I can keep my interactions with you down to a minimal, I'll push for your punishment to be lifted and I'll even try and reduce the amount of operators that try and interact with you. All I ask for in return is that you lose all negative impressions of me as to not impede our profession and, if asked, to speak highly of me to any higher authority" she said regretfully. What she said was everything I had wanted to hear... so why did it pain me to hear those words.
"I'll leave you for now, I'll see if I can convince Harry to lift your punishment" she added, standing up and heading to the door. My heart ached, I wanted to be left alone but a piece of me wants her... a piece i thought i had lost long ago. The door creaked open and my heart leaped, I had a choice to make and I had to make it fast.

Before the door could be fully opened I slammed it shut with enough force to shake the foundation. Nienke jumped in suprise, not hearing my swift approach. She spun round to question my actions but I silenced her before she could. Her eyes widened in suprise as my lips pushed against hers, trapping her between my tall frame and the hard, wooden door. Nienke moaned into the kiss as slipped my tongue past her lips, dragging the wet limb across every inch of her mouth. By the time we had separated, we were both panting heavily.
"W-what? I thought you hated me?" She asked, as if not believing what just happened.
"I thought so too" was my only reply. Nienke stared deeply into my eyes with her own ocean blue ones. They were so hyponitizing that I momentarily forgot I had her pinned to the door.
"So... what does this make us?" Nienke asked with a worry filled tone. She was hoping for a relationship, not a casual fling. Which was a positive sign.
"I don't know yet" I replied.
"... what do you want it to be?" She asked, causing my breath to hitch slightly. What did I want? I stayed silent for a moment, causing Nienke to sigh slightly.
"... I want you" I replied, causing her eyes to widen once again in shock. Before she could utter a word I once again captured her lips with my own, relishing in the cherry taste she provided me. The kiss lasted only half as long but it was just as euphoric, if not more. I craved her touch alike to that of a drug, her taste was addictive and her touch was elating.
"Would you like me to keep.. this quiet for now?" She asked, breathing heavily as I traced kisses down her neck.
"Whatever makes you happy" I whispered in her ear before going back to sucking on her neck. Nienke was breathing heavily, occasionally letting a moan slip out before I eventually stopped my assault on her neck.
"What do we do now?" She asked, causing me to chuckle, bringing her closer to my body.
"For now we order food and watch a movie, we can continue our fun another time" I replied, my voice taking on a husky tone. Nienke bit her lip before ducking under my arm, blushing lightly as she walked into the other room.
"I'll grab a blanket while you order the food" were her parting words. When she was gone I let out a deep breath, my heart pounding and my legs shaking slightly. That was more nerve racking than I anticipated, it took everything in me to steel my nerves. I chuckled to myself, a once cold and heartless killer turned shaking school girl at the touch of a girl.

After five minutes we were already sat on the sofa, under a blanket and watching a film. Well.. 'watching' is a strong term because every few minutes our lips would be connected. By the time the pizza had arrived her lips were slightly swollen, so I reluctantly left her lips alone.
"This pizza is really good" she stated with a slightly muffled mouth. With a bright smile she happily chopped a slice of pizza, watching the television and resting her head in the crook of my neck. The scent of her hair filled my nose and it was nearly intoxicating, so much so that I wrapped my arm around her shoulder to prevent her from moving away. This was a moment that would flash before my eyes at my eventual death, a core memory that I will never forget.

Soon after most of the food had been consumed (mostly thanks to an extremely hungry Nienke), a soft snoring could be heard, muffled by her face being buried in the crook of my neck. Hearing her soft breathing had caused my own eyes to become heavy, causing me to peacefully drift off to sleep whole hugging the warm body of Nienke.
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This was originally supposed to be a smut chapter, but wattpad decided that it wasnt and I lost 800 words of pure smut soooooo sorry.
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