Crystina P.O.V.
Its been 3 months since everything went down and lets just say i think we on the right path.. chris is doing good with that drug business and leah bad ass birthday is in 2 days, Kylie is doing fine she is more of my sister now and her and chris has been talking and taking it slow as for jayceon he is my baby i love him we don't go out yet but we getting there, now for Jah'mire he is working on getting full custody on ki, and mari cause their mother aint nothing but shit but they turned 3 last month and their party was soo cute... but it's now summer and we have to plan for leah birthday
I just went and picked her up from the babysitters and she was having a bad day she was sick and she wanted to sleep awwe she turning 3 but i got in the car and headed to the store i got out and we got some ice cream, candy, and some soup we checked out and went home when i got there i made her some soup and then she ate it i ran her some bath water and gave her some medicine when her bath was done i put her on some clothes and we laid in the bed together she fell asleep on me and i heard chris coming through the door
"cash im home" he said "okay but i need to go see grandma with leah she miss her" i said "okay fine yall can stay the night tho" he said "alright" i said
He came upstairs to my room and kissed leah he knew she was sick and felt bad he wasn't with her i gave him to her and went to take a shower when i was done i got out and put on some black jeans with a black shirt and black vans i put my hair in a messy bun and i took a picture and posted it on Instagram
Mula_whaa_ca$hh- "why do you wear a lot of black?" Bitch cause I'm ready for your funeral.⬛️⬜️◼️◻️
I started getting likes and then i grabbed my purse and packed some apple juice for leah with snacks and then i grabbed her and put her on some black jeans with a black shirt and her black vans and her hair in a messy bun and then we told chris bye and left i drove all the way the suburbs and parked in my grandma driveway we knocked but leah was coughing and starting to cry she opened the door we walked in and my grandma took leah i took her shoes off and grabbed a all ready packed bag of clothes then i went to her guest room and laid on the bed i was so tired but then jayceon called me i answered
me-hello
him-wassup baby
me-tired at my grandmas
him-awwe poor baby imma call you in a few mins
me-fine bye
him-i love you baby
I hung up and rolled over and fell asleep when i woke up it was 5 o'clock and leah was waking me up she was crying i got up and leaned on the bed board
"whats wrong?" i said "i hungry" she said "come on" i said
I grabbed her and walked downstairs to find something to eat i made some macaroni, fried chicken, and rice then i fed her and made me a plate and my grandma she left a note and said she went on a cruise and wont come back until 1 month so then i packed me and leah stuff put it in the car buckled her in her carseat and locked up the house and drove back home when i got there kylie car was in the yard and they was watching tv i put leah down and walked straight upstairs.. of course leah followed but she walked up the stairs she loves to be in my face but when she see her daddy she gets real happy
"auntie cry.... auntie cry... auntie cry? wer a you?" she said "in the bathroom" i said "ca we wath a movie" she said "yeah go find one" i said "otay" she said
I walked into my room and got in my pajamas and when leah came in she had juice my movie i put it in and we watched it until we fell out when we woke up the next day leah was feeling better she was laughing and acting normal she was just in my back jumping around and playing with my hair when i finally got up i walked downstairs carrying her and put her on the living room floor and went to go find something to eat.. i made her some oatmeal and me some cereal and then we was done i went to go take a shower since it was 8:00am and we had to get our nails and toes done also get her birthday outfit and a few things for her party so i ran her some bath water and put her in.. i let her play for awhile then washed her up she got out i put lotion on her and then picked her out these red shorts and this white shirt with red stars on it then her red socks and then i put her on her carmine 6's then i put her hair in a high sock bun and pulled her edges down i lotion her face and put her on her name necklace with 3 gold bracelets she was ready and so i put her on my bed to watch tv then i took a shower washed up with paris and then i got out to find me a outfit i lotion upped and put on some bleached pink shorts, bleach pink crop top, pink roshes, a breast cancer bracelet, pink lips necklace, diamond earrings and then i put my hair in a bun and pulled down my edges then i grabbed my phone and told chris we was leaving he said bye and looked sad but then i got outside and put leah down and took some pictures of her they were soo cute then i put her in the car and make sure she was buckled in and then called jayceon
jay-hello
me-wassup
jay- nothing how about you?
me- shopping with leah
jay- tell her i said hi
me- she said hi.. we need to talk
jay-about?
me- us
jay- umm where?
me-come to the ice cream parlor at 3 its 12 now
jay-okay i gotta go
me-bye jay
We need to talk cause i feel like he don't wanna talk to me no more or he just don't wanna be settled down but we headed to the grocery store first and we got some items for the house first then we started shopping for her party grabbing certain things like dora napkins, plates, cups, and then we grabbed the blow up balloons i paid for a magic man to come and then orders 3 bounce houses and then we left the store we went to the mall and spent the last 2 hours in there buying clothes for her and shoes hair stuff.. we got out feet and toes done then we headed to the ice cream shop before we went inside i changed leah into some pink leggings and with a pink and with flower shirt and then her sandals and then we went in... i ordered her some vanilla and strawberry ice cream and same for me we put strawberries on top and then i let her eat it while we was sitting waiting on jay when he finally came he hugged me and kissed leah on the forehead
"hii uncle jay" she said "hi babygirl hows your daddy?" he said "he at home... my pawty moro" she said "i know babygirl but eat your ice cream" he said "otay" she said
Jay looked at me and he could tell i had something on my mind so he started to talk first
"I'm sorry that i been a real pain but my mom is sick with cancer and i cant deal with it my dad does not want me to see her at all.... but i need you and i would call you but I end the conversation so short because you remind me of my mom so young but so brave... and i know its summer and i should be spending time with you but i don't know i love you and i really mean it I'm just scared I'm going to lose you just like I'm losing my mother" he said
Honestly i cant top that so i got up and hugged him and kissed him i missed him so much "do you want to go to the water park with us" i said "yeah" he said We headed to the water park and leah was too happy she got wet enough to were she was ready to sleep the day away i changed her back into the other clothes and then we headed to one last place the movies we watched annie and she fell asleep she was being a good girl and tomorrow is her birthday i told jay he could come over and he drove there when we got inside chris was laying on the coach he got up and said i got her and took leah from me and put her in her room and me and jay went to mine we laid with each other and talked until we fell out
