Be As One SAHYO

Chapter 6

Tonight I'm with my best friend Momo.

No, we are not hanging out as we planned days ago.

We are here because I'm enjoying my last day of being free.

Being single

Because tomorrow is our wedding day.

My fucking wedding day how unfortunate is that?

Mr. Park is getting weaker and weaker and he said he wants to use his remaining strength to witness his daughter's wedding.

"To my fucking life" I propose to toss with my best friend.

"To your not so fucking life," she said and cheered her glass of beer with me as I glared at her

"Hey bring me with you! I want to witness your wedding" momo slurry said

"You want to witness the start of my hell life?" I said to her and my vision is starting to blurred we have been drinking for 5 hours now.

I feel my head spinning because of the alcohol

"Is that even considered as hell? People dreamed to marry the one and only Park Jihyo. If I'm in your shoes? I've been more than grateful!" She said to me

"Sad to say you're Hirai Momo not Minatozaki Sana," I told her

"Right, but seriously I know it's hard for you to marry someone you don't know. I mean even you already met her thrice in a month. You don't know anything about her besides the information that I said to you" she said I'm having a hard time understanding what she saying because she is already drunk.

"But I know you, I know the reason why you closed your heart. It's about Jennie" she said and then I felt my heart tighten. She never mentions that name to me.

It's been 3 years. She's my ex Lisa stole her from me.

No, she won't let it happened if she loves me but I guess not.

I'm not enough

"I'm sad to see you became like this,  that is also a reason why I wanted to be your secretary. Because I want you to feel that even they left you even you push people out of your life I will stay because you are my best friend," she added I didn't say anything

I don't want to think about what happened before.

I don't want to go back to the nightmare I've been through.

When I started the company Jennie supports me she helps me she build me. She's my partner but then again when I saw her having sex with Lisa everything fall.

The company almost fall but thank God I still manage everything. And then that is the start I became like this.

Why I don't love, why I don't want commitment because I'm scared.

I'm afraid that they will all leave me even I gave all to them.

"I won't say Jihyo is not Jennie because I don't personally know her. But I want you to know that Jihyo has a big heart, she is ready to forget her plan for her dad. Marriage is not a small thing buddy. This is another chapter of your life. A big chapter. It's hard for her to marry you too. And it's much harder for her to see her father dying. I'm not saying to you that love her. Make her your world I'm saying is open your heart again, let people come to your life if they leave you, let them if they stay appreciate them" she said to me

And I hug her she is right.

"You're so talkative, and of course I want you there at my wedding you're my best friend. And thank you for lecturing me. And for staying" I told her and hug her even tighter.