Be As One SAHYO

Chapter 19

J I H Y O

Watching Sana sitting on the court makes me nervous.

But I need to be strong for her.

So she won't feel that this battle is on her own.

That we are here for her

"I didn't know she builds a village for the employee," Momo said amused for her best friend

After Ms. Lee drop the information

"I want to cry, she's a good daughter" I heard Mrs. Minatozaki said

Yeah, she's a good woman.

After dad died, and a little argument with her makes me realize what I felt for her.

I don't want to say it's love, but I can feel how she cares for me.

And I feel the same way too.

After we make love after I gave her my first I never think that I will regret it.

Because that is the only way I will know if she sees me as her wife or just a woman she spent the night with.

I never expect that she will take a day off just to take care of me because of my soreness

Everything is running smoothly but dad left me, left us.

I know that time will come because he is weak.

But it still hurts, it feels like I lost my one leg that I don't know how to move forward

But Sana is there, she didn't leave me even I pushed her away

Later that night makes me realize that I need to give myself a break and let myself be loved and love

In 2 weeks spending with my bandmates is torture for me

Not seeing her every day feels like hell

I opened up with my members they are all shocked but they understand.

In my first week, I was thinking if I should say it to my boss.

But I chose to say it.

Of course, they didn't understand it.

They want me to hide it because it will ruin my image and the image of the band.

Sana keeps sending me messages, I swear to God I want to reply but I was prohibited to do it.

But when I heard the news she's facing now

I didn't think twice and escape just to be there for her.

Flashback

I was standing in front of the door waiting for Sana to go home

When I heard her car park, I didn't bother to open the lights

She startled but when I saw her state

My heart starts to tighten

"I missed you," she said to me

I miss you more I wanted to say, I missed you more than you ever think

This is her home but in her arms is my home.

I felt safe.

She begs me to stay, but I thought about my agency.

They will be mad or maybe disband me

But she pleased,

My career is important but she's more important to me now

While she's sleeping I'm just here watching her,