My Inner demons are in a constant battle of whos in control of me ,whos top dog ,who runs my life and its mentally exhausting.
it won't stay quiet it gets louder and louder the voices wont shut up I cant take the pain I cant take the noise.
Voice#1 Heyy bro you suck your 26 your life is trash your broke get your money up is this what your going to do for the rest of your life.
Voice#2 Yo it will be ok shit will get better keep pushing it can only go up from here
I try to listen to the second one but the first voice overpowers and projects his voice so loud it drowns outside number 2s words .
everyday in despair everyday lacking confidence as I sit there depressed and confused on what I should do next.
my mind feels like a piece of paper being slowly torn in half then stomped on.
head pounding there words hurt there power over me send me I to a spiraling vortex of agony and hell and I cant seem to think straight to listen to myself.
echoing voices bounce off one ear drum to my next. My eyes begin to bleed from the noise I begin to cry river s of red and I start to forget who I am I wish they would just shut up so I can live in peace.
