Never again

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Y/n POV:

M: I can't do this...
Y: Do what Mattia...Huh.
Y: You haven't been at the hospital...You don't wanna hold your daughter...and for what. Also not to fucking mention...*eyes start to water* You looked at her like she was some kind of fucking monster Mattia.
M: I know
Y: YOU KNOW...I don't think you do.
M: YES*you flinched* Y-yes I do. I felt like the most disgusting father in the world. I know I haven't been there the last 4 days. I had to think some stuff over okay.
Y: Nigga what...You mean you had to think if you wanted a prematured baby...Right.

By now we were both standing up and looking at eachother. Even though I shouldn't really be standing, I'm just so fucking pissed.

Y: Right...
M: ....Y-yea.
Y: *chuckled* Are you kidding ME. That is your daughter no matter what. Your supposed to LOVE her with you all. Hell I wouldn't care If you loved her more than me. So please tell me what can't you do.
M:....I can't take care of her. I-i can't be her dad. I-im sorry. I love you sooo  fucking much but when I saw her...I-I was embarrassed.
Y: O-oh my god. Are you serious.

I was full on crying now. I coudn't even collect the dam nasty words that came out his mouth. 

I walked up to him and slapped the fuck out of him then I just started to beat on.
Thats when I felt someone pull me off.

Kai: Y/N STOP IT NOW.
Y: GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME

He let me go and I looked around at everyone who was in the room. And lasytly my eyes landed on Mattia.

Y: Never. Never, contact me ever. Never again will I fall for your sorry's again.

And with that I walked out his room and upstairs to see my mom walking out the door with Bella. I followed and when I got outside ran to my mom and put Bella in the car and hugged my mom while she just rubbed my back.

Y/m: You wanna leave.
Y: Yeah
Y/m: Baby I mean like out of New jersey.

TBC

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