It's been a month after everything happened...Mattia has been with more girls now. Its always awkward between us also. When we are at lunch we would always stare at eachother and when we would it would be for atleast 3 minutes or less. Ive seen him kissing other girls, coming out of the janitors closet, all of it. The girls have been telling me to move on. But i cant( A/N: Im taking wynter out the story and no it has nothing to do with sexuality it just it my little sister name and it's weird so yea) He was my everything. The girls still have their relationships. But today im going to tell Mattia im ready and let him know that i believe he can change and i will be there for him even if there are a few tears along the way.
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Y:Ughhhhh i hate when we go back to school It was day after spring break. I woke up and thought to myself
I haver to tell him im ready
After i got done thinking i got in the shower did my routine and changed into this:
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I walked downstairs and saw my mom doing work.
Mom: Hey y/n, you ready to go. Y/n: Yeah... she said as she was scared and upset and nervous at the fact she will tell the person she had fell in love with how she felt and that she was ready. She had already told her mom the plan. Mom: ...Listen i know it will be hard but you just gotta be strong and remeber not to only thing about your feelings. Alright. Her momsaid as they walked out the door.
10 minutes later...
Mom: Alright so your going to have to go to Christa's or Carli's house ot you can stay home because i'll be working late tonight ok. Y: Alright. Love you ma. Mom: Love you to daughter She got out the car and she walked into the school and saw her besties Y: CARLI, CHRISTA She said as she ran to her 2 besties C: I've missed you guys soooo fucking much Ch: Same C: Soooooo....Are you going to tell him how you feel. Ch: Yeah...cause today is the day and plus we all are annoyed with you two not daing yet because it get akward at lunch and we aren't doing it anymore. Y: I know its just Im very very very nervous so evevn look the nigga in the eye. She said as she laughed.
Skip to lunch
I was walking in the lunch room with Carli and Christa and then i stopped my tracks because i seen the person i have and need to talk to. Mattia Polibio.
