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I watched her closely today because I knew the emotions that followed todays past. It's not like I'm wanting her to forget me, but she needs to move on with her life and be happy. My grandparents put together a service in honor of my death, never thought that would come out of my mouth. I'm not sure if I'm even used to it yet. My days are pretty much the same between watching Sam and Mom or Laurel. Moms not really being there for Sam and shes been on and off with her drinking habits. Sam may only be nine but she understands adult matters much more then she should. She's going to have to grow up much quicker then she should be expected to. It makes me happy that Laurel still visits Sam and Mom, I think it reminds them of how their lives used to be before the accident. Laurel seems to be in a state of depression, I don't think there's been one night since she lost me that she hasen't worn my 'Green Monster" sweatshirt to bed. I miss singing with her, we had plans to move to New York after high school to start a band. Her voice is so deep and rich that it feels like a warm embrace everytime you heard it. Emily, Laurel's best friend seems to drop by often. It comforts me to know that Laurel isn't going through this alone and I'm glad Emily stuck by her side even at her worst.

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