The Boys Next Door

Breaking Up and Text Messages

Beckett is dealing with a major hang over this morning and nothing I brought her made it better so finally I gave up and got myself dressed. I put on our school uniform and my black mary janes. I pull up my hair and put a black bow in it. Then I do my make up simple just eyeliner and mascra. I check up on Beckett and she's barely got the skirt to her uniform zipped up and her hair is a mess. "Saw do we have to go to school?" She asks as I walk over and zip her skirt and start brushing her hair into a high pony tail like mine. "Sadly yes." She mumbles something about bombing it and continues eating her pop tart as I place her blue bow on her pony tail. Our school colors are colbalt blue, black, and white so our ribbons can be any of those three colors.

After four cups of coffee Beckett is finally starting to come around. "So what happened last night?" Beckett asks sipping her coffee as we walk into school. "Which part?" I ask checking in to the front lobby to get our class schedules. She rolls her eyes at me. "Well kinda all of it I guess." As we make our way to our assigned lockers I start explaining everything to her. From the fight, to kissing Louis, her asking to go home with Zayn, and even Benton kissing me and being possesive. "Wow. Remind me not to get drunk at parties again." I laugh and kiss her cheek. Hearing someone cough 'lesbians' as we walk by.

"Sawyer!" I turn to see Louis running down the hall with Liam chasing after him. He picks me up and spins me around. "What classes do you have?" They rip my schedule from my hand before giving me a chance to speak. "Awesome! We have 3 out of 4 classes together!" Louis says handing my schedule to Liam. "And that one class you have with me." He smiles. "Guess you're stuck with us!" They say in unison. Beckett rolls her eyes and Zayn walks up behind her wrapping his arms around her waist. He has to lean down quite a bit because she's so short but he doesn't seem to mind. Last to show up Benton who throws his arm around me ignoring Louis and Liam staring. I try to wiggle out feeling very uncomfortable when Benton leans in, "This is what you wanted after all." I stop pulling away but I don't relax any. Beckett sees how tense I am. "Hey, Saw lets go to the bathroom before class." I nod and start to walk away but before I can Benton swings me around and kisses me right infront of everyone and my cheeks go red. I don't even close my eyes. They stare straight at Louis whos face automatically falls. "Bye Beautiful." Benton says as he pulls back. "Mmm, bye." I barely mumble and walk away as fast as I can.

"What an ass! I should've stomped his face in right there!" Beckett is still going on about Benton as we make our way to class. "Hey it's not your fault your twin is a little demanding." I say trying to lighten it up. "No but dear lord! How fucking hard is it to be nice to the girl that has liked you since we were in kindergarten?!" I blush. Has it really been that long? Maybe it is time for someone new. "Look maybe we just aren't meant for each other like I thought." Becks sighs and loops her arm in mine. "I knew you liked Louis." It's all she says and I know it's true. I won't deny it. "Oh and next time I demand to leave with Zayn I don't care if we are going to hell, you let me go. I will die happy." I laugh at her. "I told you when you were sober you could go anywhere with him. That means hell if you want, I just wasn't going to be that friend that lets you go drunk and finds out four weeks later that you're pregnant and we're running you to a clinic." She slaps me on my ass before she runs off down the hall leaiving me at my class room.

"Heyy." Louis says kinda hesitantly. "Hey." I say back as we walk through the door. "Sit with me?" I ask hoping to change his mood. "You couldn't stop me if your tried." He says knocking into my arm as he takes the seat behind me. Class starts and I feel my phone buzz in my bag. I pull it out to see it's a text from Louis:

So Benton huh? -Louis T

Not really. -Saw-YER

What does that mean? -Louis T

It means that what he and I could've been, we can't be now. -Saw-YER

He doesn't text me back, he just squeezes my shoulder.

At the end of class I run out to go find Benton. Might as well get this over with. I find him out side of the gym talking to some blonde girl he has leaned up against the wall. "Well. I guess that makes this easy." I say and they jump apart. "Sawyer, baby.." He starts but I hold out my hand. "Don't, I didn't want to be with you anyways. Thanks for the surfing lessons, but I think I can handle it from here. It's over. All of it." And with that I turn around and see Beckett clapping her hands. "Way to go girl!" She says hugging me. "Take my twin down!!" Laughing we walk down the hall to spanish. "So you going for Louis?" She asks as we walk through the door. "I think I'll let him come to me." I whisper as we take our seats behind him. Me first then Beckett. He turns around to say something just as the teacher comes into the room and starts her lecture cutting him off.

Liam and I are going over to Zayn's this afternoon if you two would like to come -Louis T

Sure! We'll be there! :) -Saw-YER

Great! I can't wait! Btw sorry to hear about you and Benton -Louis T

No you're not. Don't lie to yourself. -Saw-YER

I know! Just thought I'd cover my ass. It's not good to wish your friends inedible breakup. Nor be the cause of it. -Louis T

Haha, who said it was because of you? Wait who said me and him were even together? He didn't even try to get with me till he thought you were. -Saw-YER

That dick. He knew I have feelings for you. -Louis T

Oh wait don't read that last message! -Louis T

Feelings huh? I just thought you liked to stare at me through my bedroom window while I changed. -Saw-YER

THAT WAS ONE TIME! and in my defense I didn't know you were going to be naked. -Louis T

OH SHIT YA'LL DID SEE ME!?!?! -Saw-YER

Maybe. -Louis T

He turns around to look at me and my face is bright red matching my hair. He smiles at me knowing. I hate my life.