⚠️⚠️lots of swear words !⚠️⚠️I didn't care how drunk I got....I didn't care if it killed me.
I just wanted to numb the pain of love.I had fallen in love with the Captain.....but he loves Sharon.
Perfect fucking Sharon. She walks around Shield with her nose stuck in the air. Steve deserved better...that may not be me but he deserved better than her.Tony was throwing another famous party, something I now loved attending. I'd put on my most revealing dress, and party as hard as I can...no one would stop me.
I teleport into the party, people around me jump at my sudden appearance. I instantly go behind the bar with Nat, pouring a bunch of different drinks into shot glasses, drinking every single one of them.
"Y/N slow down-" Nat tries to stop me.
"I want to have fun tonight...so take a shot with me." I smile and hand her one. I turn back to see Steve and Sharon talking in the corner of the large room. "Oh look...it's Miss fucking perfect." I point.
"Ignore them." She pats my back.
I grab a bottle of liquor and start to chug it. "Another fun night of watching Y/N get drunk off her ass." Bucky chuckles. "I wonder if she'll dance on the counter again...that was funny."
"You'll have to wait and see Barnes." I smile. I look back at Steve to see he's staring at me, It looked like Sharon was yelling at him. "The fuck are they fighting about?" I tilt my head.
"Who knows...that bitch is always yelling." Bucky rolls his eyes.
"Ohhh....A fellow Sharon hater. Welcome to the club my dude." I smile, chugging another bottle of liquor.
I drunkenly hold up my hand to high five Bucky, he chuckles and smacks his hand against mine.
"I'm gonna chug this third bottle of liquor and then I'm gonna dance!" I laugh loudly.
"Maybe you should stop." Tony comes over and suggests.
"Hi my billionaire friend!" I laugh, finishing the third bottle.
I stumble away from my friends and into the crowd of people. As I start to sway my hips with my eyes closed, a hand roughly grabs my shoulder and spins me around. "The fuck!" I open my eyes to see Sharon."I just want you to know that your a bitch." Sharon hisses. "And a slut too."
"It's so funny that your calling me a slut....because your the biggest whore I've ever met." I laugh loudly. I start to hover above the ground angrily, "Now get the fuck out of my face and out of this party, before I blast your skinny ass." A blue energy ball forms at my hands, she steps back in fear and walks away.
I drop down and the dancing people around me continue. Soon I feel softer hands on my waist, pulling me back against them. "What....what are you doing?" I slur my words.
"Having fun." I couldn't process what was happening, I felt in a haze. The mans hands slide down my sides, his right hand slides between my legs.
"Get off of me!" I try to pull away. "S-stop it!"
"Hey! She said to stop!" A voice yells beside us. The man let's go of me and drops me to the floor, I groan as my head smacks on the cold ground. I stare up in shock as I try to process the sight before me. Steve was pushing the guy into Bucky's arms, he dragged the man out. "Y/N are you okay?" Steve asks worriedly.
"I don't feel well." I rub my head.
"You hit your head...and your butt."
"I know Captain, I felt that." I giggle. Steve cradles me in his arms and carries me to the elevator. I stare up at him with a smile, "You have such a perfect face...like how?" I giggle and rub my finger on his jaw.
Steve blushes and carries me into my room, he lays me on my bed and pulls the covers on me. "Sleep." He smiles and stands.
"Stay for awhile..please?" I pout. Steve turns for a moment and grabs a baggy T-shirt for me. "You have a great ass Captain." I laugh, winking at him. Steve sits beside me and softly rubs my head, lightly laughing at me.
Steve pulls me up and and pulls the shirt over my dress, he looks away and unzips the back for me. "Can you slip off your dress?"
"Why don't you do it for me?" I bite my lip. Steve sighs and pulls my dress down my legs, then throwing it into the clothes bin.
"Now sleep." He smiles, leaning on his left arm, which was placed across me.
"Your girlfriend is a bitch. She grabbed me and called me a slut."
Steve looks away sadly. "Do you think I'm a slut too?""Of course not Y/N....I'd never think that." He caresses my cheek. "Besides...she's not my girlfriend anymore."
"You finally realized you deserve someone better." I pat his hand. "Good for you cutie." I close my eyes. "Can you stay with me? Just for tonight?"
"Yeah...I can." He nods.
"Get out of that shirt...it's itchy." I smile and scoot over to the other side of the bed. Steve sighs and unbuttons his shirt, he gets under the covers and lays on his back. I face away from him, still feeling tipsy. "Why did you guys break up?"
"I love someone else." He whispers.
"Oh yeah? Who?" I turn around and look up at him as he stares at the ceiling.
"You."
"That's funny Steve." I smile. Without thinking I lay my head on his chest. "But I've always loved you. You deserve better." I whisper as I fall asleep.
THE NEXT MORNING
I groan as my head feels like it's going to explode, I notice I'm laying on something warm. I open my eyes to see Steve is under me. "Good morning." He whispers.
I sit up and rub my eyes. "Shit what did I do now?" I whisper.
"You got drunk....a guy was trying to touch you so I got him off, took you to your room and you asked if I could stay."
"I hope I didn't say anything embarrassing." I groan.
"Well you said I had a perfect face.....you also said I have a great ass." He sits up and smiles.
"Oh god." I groan. "Wait....I remember Sharon yelling at you...and then she grabbed me. I also remember you saying you guys broke up....is that true?"
"Yeah it is..." He nods. "Remember anything else?"
"You said you love someone else? I don't remember anything else after that."
"You asked who....and I told you it was you that I love. Then you told me that you've always loved me." He smiles to himself.
"Oh god...this isn't how I wanted you to find out." I put my head in my hands, hiding my embarrassment. "Wait.......you love me?"
"Yes...I always have." He nods, pulling me over to him. I smile as he leans up and kisses me.
"Don't break my heart Rogers."
"I promise, I could never." He smiles, resting his head on mine.

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Marvel Oneshots
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