can you mend the broken✓(Editing)

4 : Deal?

Sidharth paced here and there looking towards the door in hope that Shehnaaz will come and ask him to eat like she used to do. At that time he never knew her importance in his life because whenever he needed her, she used to be there. Their relationship was complicated, they rarely used to talk. They took their relationship to next level as that's what normal couples do after marriage and there was no harm in it he felt. As a man he had desires and as his wife, Shehnaaz was also read. y because she knew one day she have to give her body to him. 

Sidharth sat on the bed hiding his face between his fingers to think about Shehnaaz, her smile was so precious. He used to adore her and stare at her whenever she came close to him. The only mistake he did was that he never realised her importance in his life, he never tried to understand why she care for him, Why she always stick behind him? If he realised it once, they would be living happily

Flashback start

Shehnaaz: you are again late Sidharth

Sidharth: I was working Shehnaaz and now I'm tired

Sidharth said and sat in bed tiredly, Shehnaaz came behind him and started massaging his shoulders

Shehnaaz: feeling good?

Sidharth: yes

Sidharth said with a smile. Shehnaaz massaged his shoulder for some time, and then Sidharth stopped her by holding her hand

Sidharth: enough now. I will sleep

Shehnaaz: nai aap pehle kuch kha lena ese mat sona

Sidharth: I'm not hungry Shehnaaz

But Shehnaaz didn't hear anything and started making him eat with her hands lovingly which he loved as it felt very special.

Sidharth: thanks

Flashback end

Sidharth: aabhi tak ni aai raat ke 10 baj chuke hain

He thought being tensed and thought to call in office but just then he noticed Shanaya coming there

Sidharth: hii Shanaya. How are you?

Shanaya ignored him and entered Shehnaaz's room. Sidharth followed her and saw her taking some dresses and files from her room

Sidharth: what are you doing? And where is Shehnaaz? Is she alright?

Shanaya: thank you for your concern but she doesn't need it Mr Also you will get divorce papers soon, it's good that you came back. Just because of you she suffered and now I don't need your fake concern

Shanaya said sarcastically and put everything which she picked inside her bag.

Sid: do you think I will divorce her? And what I said to her? As far I remember I never hurt her

Shanaya: wow Sidharth. You are pretending that you don't remember anything but let me tell you Sidharth she knows very well what you used to think about her. And You know what you don't deserve her. She cried daily just because of you, she is changed. And you are the reason.

Shouted Shanaya while holding his collars. Her eyes were spitting fire due to anger, from Sidharth. If one murder was forgiven then she would have killed him because of her hate towards him.

Shanaya: if she was a burden then why you accepted her? Why you married her and took your relationship further? Why you made her pregnant?

Said Shanaya angrily, her eyes glistened with tears thinking about Shehnaaz but she wiped them immediately and looked at Sidharth fiercely

Sidharth: what are you saying? I was not aware of pregnancy even then how am I supposed to support her? I got to know that from her in the morning

Sidharth shouted angrily because he is shocked by the revelations. He doesn't have any idea about Shehnaaz's pregnancy and the period when they were away. He was busy that's why he was unable to talk with Shehnaaz.

Shanaya: don't act innocent Sidharth. Can't you guess when you guys crossed limits?

Sidharth: here you are crossing your limits because we are husband and wife. And that is normal, Shehnaaz was also ready. I never forced her to come near me, I always asked her permission. And how am I supposed to know about her pregnancy without any checkup? It was her duty to tell me

Sidharth said angrily as he didn't like Shanaya interfering in thier personal matter and thier married life.

Shanaya: fine I admit Shehnaaz permitted you but isn't it your duty to check if your wife is alive or dead? Sidharth, you never called her, why always her?

Sidharth: thik hai. Btao toh sahi hua kya tha?

Shanaya: It's not easy Sidharth. I'll tell you the truth but in return, you have to give her a divorce

This shocked him more as he can't divorce her. His parents love Shehnaaz more than anything just because they left the city for some work doesn't mean they will be happy seeing them separated. They wanted to live with Sana but his mother's condition was critical so they shifted

Sidharth: what? Are you serious?

Sidharth asked angrily. He doesn't know about his feelings but he can't let her go because for him relationship matters a lot. Yes, he might be selfish to keep Shehnaaz for his own reasons but can't let her go. For him, Shehnaaz is a part of his family, his wife. His parents will kill him if he let her go. He also wants her in his life forever.

Shanaya: yes I'm. Now tell me. Deal?

Sidharth: tell me the damn truth

Sidharth asked angrily and banged his hand on the nearby wall for an answer

Shanaya: fine

On the day you left with your parents Shehnaaz fainted and got to know that she was pregnant. That time even I was busy because of my final exams so she started taking care of herself alone. She tried calling you but you didn't pick up her phone call. She called me and told me about this news, she also told me that she was going to tell you face to face. Because you were very busy, even to answer a phone call

Sidharth was about to answer in his defence but Shanaya stopped him by showing her hand.

Shanaya: don't interrupt. That day she told me that the next day she will visit you as you were not picking up her calls and not even seeing her messages. She was tensed that maybe something happened to her or not but that day she was throwing up whatever she ate so I asked her to take a rest

But don't know why that idiot thought to visit you. She was so happy to visit you she was happy that you replied morning and told me that she was excited to see your reaction but when she came back she was broken.

A person like you can't respect her I knew it before and that came true when She called me and said "I lost my everything. My baby won't be illegitimate na", she asked this and then I heard her scream. I was scared I came there running but found that she was not in her house.

A day after I got to know that a few of your employees took her to hospital and you didn't even care to ask who fell in your office that day she lost the baby.

Sidharth: what is my fault then?

She looked at him with bloodshot red eyes and slapped him angrily

Shanaya: you are at fault. I don't know what she heard in the office but after hearing something she was broken beyond limits and you can't repair that

Said Shanaya angrily and was leaving with her bags when Sidharth whispered

Sidharth: if you are forgetting that child was mine too

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