Hopeless

Sorry not sorry

He was looking at me with his hazel brown eyes, for a moment my mind started replaying the past events and that's when my tears started to fall. Why do I love him?

He slowly made his way towards my bed and all I wanted to do was have the ground beneath me open up and swallow me whole.

Why can't he just leave me alone? I just wanted to forget him and all he does is show up and remind me of everything all over again.

We were enveloped in complete silence when he decided to speak.

"Arls I'm so sorry..." He trailed off but I quickly cut him off with " Why are you here?" I looked down to my trembling fingers.

"I wanted to apologize and I wanted to know how my Best friend was doing" he said as he gently placed his huge hand on top of my tiny ones.

There was something off with him, he wouldn't usually say sorry but maybe he's just guilty.

"Well as you can see I'm breathing perfectly fine so you can go now" I say cooly and removed my hand from his.

"What happened to you? Did Andre really hit your head that hard to become bitter on me? " He said with that sad expression on his face.

"Maybe or maybe not I can't really tell, or maybe I can since I passed out !" I screamed at him, why can't he just leave already!

"I'm sorry okay?! Why can't you just forgive me like you always do?!" He's getting mad again,How dare he get all pissy at me while I'm the one in this hospital bed!

"You're mad at me now ?! What you wanna slap me again?! Go ahead do It then! It shows how much of a bestfriend you are! Go on slap me and while you're at it why don't you throw in a couple punches!" maybe taunting him wasn't the greatest idea but he is really getting on my nerves.

He looked as if he wanted to burry me six feet underground,but all he did was stand up and walk out the door without forgetting to slam it so the whole hospital can hear.

I just curled up on the bed and cried my heart out for the Best friend I just lost and the Love I may never have.

I'm alone.

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