The moment he sat down I felt the world froze and the temperature fall. We sat in awkward silence no one spoke, beads of sweat was forming on my forehead.
"Arla I'm sorry , pleasee I never meant to hurt you in any way. I feel like a dick every time you'd hang your head down, Arls I'm really sorry I wish we could go back to the way we were or maybe even more than just bestfriends.
Arla I.. I love you,not just a friend but more"he said as he hanged his head down.That gave me a lot to think about. What do I say when my bestfriend aka the guy I used to love just told me he loves me back.
But after everything that's happened I guess I could tell him I love him too. But the picture of Andre smiling at me made my heart break.
I don't love my bestfriend . He's too late..
"I forgive you Jared but I can't love you more than a bestfriend, you're too late." I smiled then stood up to go to Andre who was eyeing us across the field.
He had a sad smile on his face and I knew he saw us talking and when I smiled he thought I was smiling about Jared but in reality I'm smiling because of him.
"Hey ready to go?" I asked and he replies with a nod, a freaking nod!
"Andre about Jared we just ta.." He just cut me off with an "I don't really care what you do with him " phrase,well this sucks.
We got to his jeep and when we were inside I just told him "Andre I.. I like.. You" and you know what he did?
He just sat there looking as if he thinks I'm a joke, so I did what I do best, run. I got out of his jeep and ran to the gates and hailed for a cab which was easy since our school had standby cabs.
Gosh I feel like a loser , I cried my heart out. The embarrassing thing is I chose Andre, The Andre that doesn't like me or love me, when I could have had Jared, the bestfriend and my first love. But as they say "You can't choose who you love" .
As the cab halted by my house I paid the driver and went to my front door step. I noticed no one was home well because Mom and Dad went to Mayne this morning, I dropped my bag near the staircase and went to the kitchen to get a cool glass of water.
I went to the upstairs bathroom to wash my face because it looks like a mess, God I looked like a witch.
I changed into my Pink Bunny onesies that had a cute pair of ears and a tail,as I lwas about to lay in my bed I heard a car honk.
I already knew who it was so my heart started beating like thunder drums in Hawaii. Can't he just wait until tomorrow to embarrass me? I mean dude! He might ha got back to his old ways "The douche way" .
I didn't go down stairs the honking went a away as I hear the vehicle go out of my drive way. So being a stupid person, I went downstairs believing that he was gone as I opened the door I was immediately pushed back which caused my bum to touch the floor with a thud.
Arms snaked their way to my waist trying to haul me up and I came face to face with a familiar chest, God I hate tall people.
It was ..
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