I didn't know he was going to end up like this. I thought he was stronger, even when I didn't choose him I thought he would stay with me. Only if I got here faster then I could have saved him, then he would still be here beside me. He accepted me and told me I was beautiful even when he saw it all. He called me to come to his house, why did he want me to see this before the cops came, was he hiding something, did he want to show me something? I don't know I will never know because I was too late.
