{IT WAS ALWAYS YOU} Akaashi x Fem!Reader

𝐹𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝐸𝑚𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠

The next morning you open your eyes to Akaashi's chest against your cheek. You look up and admire the way his face was sculpted to perfection. A surge of memories instantly floods back into your brain, taking you through all of your thoughts, emotions, end events from the last few months. From your lunches with Bokuto, Maya, and Akaashi to playing volleyball at the pool with Karasuno. Each memory, no matter how sad or angry you felt, making you cherish the moment you currently have with Akaashi right now, even more.

You hug Akaashi deep into his chest with each passing memory you recall. However, your squeezing does cause him to wake up. You look up at him, a bit concerned for how he's going to react. As his eyes adjust to the light he looks at you with a bit of surprise, yet he smiles and kisses you lightly on your forehead.

"Morning Y/N," he says as he continues to watch you against his skin, "You know what time it is?"

You shake your head and feel Akaashi reach his arm out to his bedstand to check his phone. Meanwhile, his other hand lays in your hair, caressing you softly. 

He quickly checks his phone and turns back to you. You watch as the corners of his lips lift up into a small smile while he looks at you.

"What is it?" you ask as you search for an answer from his facial expression.

"Nothing I'm just thinking how beautiful you look on me."

You feel your cheeks heat up from his words, but you can't help but feel anything besides happiness from being near him. You hug him deeply and relax your cheek onto his chest. You begin to relax as he gently strokes your hair for awhile as the two of you lay on his bed.

"We should probably get up," he says smoothly some time after, "we still have school."

You pick your head up and look back at him with a pout, letting him know you don't want to get up. 

"You can stay a bit longer then," he says as he watches his hand in your hair, "but I'm going to shower."

You make room for him to get up and let him grab what he needs. Before he leaves the room you catch his arm.

"You're really not going to invite me?"

His eyes go wide with a blush rushing across his cheeks as he hears you speak. Still not completely used to you fully having your memories back, he hesitates a moment before turning to you.

Akaashi sits on his bed and pats his shoulders, indicating for you to get on. You wrap your legs around his waist and allow him to carry you into the bathroom.

He quickly turns on the water for it to heat up. You take off your clothes and turn to Akaashi, only to see his eyes widened as he stares at you.

"Fuck," he groans.

Instantly you feel his hands on your shoulders as he pushes you back against the wall.

"God, Y/N, I love you so much," he says before placing his soft lips onto yours.

You wrap your arms around his neck as his hands begin roaming your body. You could feel a protrusion from his boxers against your thigh as his body presses against yours, causing your breath to hitch.

After getting over the sensation you allowed your mouth to crash against Akaashi's once more, roughly showing him how badly you want him and letting him know exactly how you felt about him.

You remove your hands from his neck, dropping them down to the waistband of his boxers, which you then make fall on the floor. As your hands begin to roam his body once more, you gather all of the restraint you have to not fall on your knees and suck him off right there.

You soon feel him gently tug you towards the shower. He guides you in, only breaking away from you briefly to make sure you step in without getting hurt.

As you get in, you grab soap and begin running your hands over his chest. You rub the lather down to his stomach, slowly reaching further and further down. His breath growing heavier in anticipation.

However, you then bend down and begin washing his thighs. You look up for a reaction and are immediately greeted with a disapproving look.

"Get up," he growls.

As soon as you stand up you feel Akaashi grab onto your ass to pull you directly against him. You feel one of his hands reach around to grab your inner thigh.

"We'll see how you like that, little tease."

You fling your arms around his neck once more, kissing him hard, as he rubs your inner thigh and ass, waiting for you to begin begging for him. The truth was, you would not be able to handle the foreplay for much longer. No matter what you were doing, your mind was too busy thinking about his hardness pressed against your leg.

"Kaashi..."

Understanding what you wanted, he reaches down and grabs his bottle of shampoo. You relax as his strong hands massage your scalp.

Once you both were cleaned, Akaashi's lips once more found their way to yours.

"Please," you quietly beg as you begin to feel your body squirm against his.

"Are you sure, Y/N?"

"Please, Keiji. Fuck me."

At the sound of his first name, Akaashi almost turns feral. He always enjoys watching you squirm and beg in anticipation for him, but could no longer hold himself back. He repositions you slightly, allowing you to feel him pressed against your entrance.

Before you could beg again, he pushes himself into you. Still not used to how well he fills you up, you gasp.

As he begins to pick up his pace, he slams you against the wall of the shower. You hear his own sounds, showing you how happy he is that he's once again claiming you for his own.

You wrap your legs around his waist, letting him fuck you even deeper. You dig your fingers deep into his back as he pounds into you even harder.

Close to reaching your finish, you whine out his name once more. You press your body even closer against his as you feel your walls contract against him. As you do, Akaashi is sent over the edge. After a few more deep strokes he pulls out. 

Without thinking, you find yourself on your knees, sticking your tongue out. You wait patiently until you feel a hot fluid hit your mouth. After wiping the excess from your mouth, Akaashi wraps you in his strong arms. You feel his breath against your neck before giving you a few small kisses, causing you to smile.

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After quickly going hope to grab a fresh uniform, you walk hand-in-hand to school with Akaashi. Once you arrive you see Bokuto at the entrance. When he finally spots the pair of you, his jaw instantly hits the ground.

You look over to Akaashi and let him know that you're going to run ahead. Once you get to Bokuto, you wrap your arms around him, letting him lift you up.

"You got your memories back didn't you?" he asks excitedly.

"Yep!"

As he places you back on the ground, his eyes quickly shift over to Akaashi before looking back at you.

"So I'm guessing you two, uh, made up?"

"That's right," responds Akaashi as he places his hand back in yours.

"What are you gonna do about Atsumu then?"

You finally realize that Atsumu was trying to manipulate your feelings in an attempt to make your memories alter in his favor. As your anger rises, you feel yourself squeeze Akaashi's hand tightly.

"After school," you vent, "I'm gonna kick his ass!"

END OF CHAPTER 39