I was talking to GalaxyCat101 and we were discussing when I went to this trampoline place I cant trust myself and the trampolines to catch me and keep me from getting hurt. And how I have trust issues and stuff. Well then I got all talky and i wrote this:
"I am better in water. Water is the knly element I can trust. For the water floats me, catches me, flows around me and wraps me in its smooth arms and cradles me and comforts me and shoos all my worries and upsetting thoughts away. Even when I push it away from me and move on through it it still cares for me when I hurt myself being stubborn by scraping my face on the concrete ( dont laugh my face was bloody ) it still wipes away the tears and blood and cleans and hugs me. I love the water as the water shows love to me in some way...."
