Trigger warning
* Rape
*Sexual assaultOur volleyball practice just ended, I walk in the locker room with my friend stassie {short for anastasia} We open our lockers..our clothes are gone, crap. "where the hell is our stuff?'' I'm shitting myself at this point, all we're wearing is a towel. We are trashing the locker room to find our stuff, just then I look up to see Kiara, Gianna and...Cleo laughing their asses off as they throw our clothes all over the ground, my stomach is bubbling and not the good kind I get with alec, these are the type that feels like a sharp pain grinding in my insides, Stassie starts going off ''you hating ass hoes got some nerve'' they keep snickering and they finally walk off, at this point I'm blinking back tears, Stassie notices and says ''don't let them get under your skin trust me..they're not worth the attention'' I pick my things up and most of them are ripped to pieces or just unwearable, stassie goes to the lost and found and gets us some new clothes, I get up and sniff back my tears, In the hallway I pass by alec he grabs my arm to stop me.. I'm on the verge of tears ''who made you sad?'' I shake my head he pulls me into a hug I can't be strong anymore not with him, I let my tears out I'm over this crap with Cleo, I stumble out words ''it's Cleo again..'' he rests his chin on my forehead, rubs my hand and turns walking away looking for Cleo I assume he looks pissed..just then I see MG with some girl, she hugs him then kisses his cheek.. I feel a sudden rush of rage for some reason this is weird, I keep walking regardless til I hear screaming I switch my attention to the commotion I see Alec yelling in the midst of that I hear one them say my name, I see Cleo she's sobbing and at his knees begging "Alec no noo you can't do this okay I thought you loved me huh?!? we've been together since forever don't end us nowww!! We were a shoe in for prom king and queen think about what you're giving up! oh! And my parents.. they spoil you with sooo much money and gifts—" She continues on "do you have any idea how hard it was and how much money we paid for your college tuition and lacrosse scholarship?!?" Everyone is stunned including Alec, Cleo turns bright red realizing she just let the cat out of the bag... Alec didn't know her family paid for him to go to college or that they paid for lacrosse, the realization hits the crowd like a bus! Cleo has outdone herself this time, she turns away sobbing Alec is still in a state of shock, processing what just happened—
The rumors spread like wildfire.. It's crazy-- Weeks Later— Cleo and Alec are apparently broken up, I scroll over to his instagram page...he's kissing some other girl, I click on the image, he tagged her It's Kiara...my heart is broken, but you know what I am getting over him..at his party tonight, I found the sexiest dress I could buy and normally wouldn't wear, It was strappy, open and sexy, I walked out of my room, MG sees me and his eyes go wide ''woah-- what..where are you going?'' I shake my head, kiss him on his forehead and say ''don't even worry about it'' and I walk out the door, and into my car, I approach the party doors and I surprisingly see Cleo she's sad, drunk and high out of her mind.. she's with some random guy, he's gesturing at upstairs then starts pulling her clearly against her will, I follow them discretely he opens the door and shoves her inside he starts taking his pants off..then underwear, and starts forcing himself on her, she's yelling "Noo.. no matty... I don't want tooo.." she's crying and resisting, I hide behind the door and hit it loudly hoping he would get nervous and walk away and he did, he buttoned his pants looked around to see if the coast was clear and walked away like nothing happened, Cleo is hysterically crying, snot and tears stream down her face I slowly approach her and give her a hug she lets out "immm sooo sorryyy, for treating you the way I did oh! god I was soo awful to you!" I nod my head and listen to her continue "it's to the point if what just happened to me, was you and I was in your current position... I wouldn't have helped you.. I would've watched and spread the rumors, I really am a horrible person huh? No wonder Alec didn't want me.. I don't even deserve him, why am I here?!?" She gets up in a rush but before she does she shoots me a smile that's the first time she's ever smiled at me, I keep walking around the party then I noticed a group of guys checking me out..I walk past them but just then one of them slaps my ass and pulls me unto him I turn away and slap him I feel everyone's gaze on me including Alec.. he gets in the guys face and shoved him three guys break it up, Alec walks up to me "are you okay?" I pretend like I don't hear him and walk away I'm overrr this party he gently grasps my hand I turn around on the verge of tears "you know what? you don't get to do that okay, you don't get to act like you like someone one day then the next you have a new girlfriend " he's confused it's written all over his face "Oh my god! and fuck you for making me love you especially when you know you don't feel the same way, you're cruel" tears stream down my face and I get into my car I wanna forget this God! Anything to forget this day, to forget Alec, Cleo, Kiara and all the extra bullshit... I'm done.Stassie
Matty (the guy with Cleo)
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Why me?
ChickLitShe's loved him his whole life, he doesn't even notice her.. was this type of love even meant to be? oh! Lord why me?!