Why me?

It's not me, it's you

Alec had been calling me notification after notification until I turn my alerts off and unfollow him on Instagram , Alec Joshua Ambrose, I'm not chasing you anymore I know what I want but clearly you don't. Besides I have a date today, it's a blind date my friend Marí had it set up she's basically the love expert of our clique, I see her car she steps out ''please do not tell me that is what you're wearing...of all things'' I'm wearing a basic black church dress with sandals, I question her ''whats wrong with this?'' she shakes her head and pulls me right back inside ''This is a double date with your blind date and my boyfriend you have to look your best!'' she digs through my things right until she finds a revealing, loose white dress and clear heels..she gestures at me to put it on I resist but I do...I can't even lie I look like a tampon..but I guess a sexy loose fitted tampon!?

We get into her car and her driver takes us to 'La Bonita' the hottest restaurant in Philadelphia, I even heard most celebs weren't exclusive enough to get in, Marí leads the way, It surprises everyday how I'm friends with her somehow she reminds me of Cleo.. she walks up to her boyfriend...I recognise him but I can't put my finger on it and for some reason I don't like him.. oh! he was at Alec's party with Cleo... Just then I realised. Marí interrupts my train of thought ''well, don't you wanna see your date, he's circumcised I promise'' My brain goes empty when I see him he's one of Alec's friends just my luck, when will him and his crazy group of friends stop shitting on my life? Regardless of my prejudice I walk up to him and introduce myself, he respondes making all his intentions see through ''So you're the girl who was brave enough to stand up Cleo..trust me you don't need any introduction...'' he's very attractive I can't lie but he's Alec's friend, I can't help but blush we continue the conversation he's hilarious..and his name is Hale, The waitress finally makes her way to our table and hands us the menu... this shit is way too expensive for my minimum wage job, the cheapest thing costs two months of my weekly pay! Hale reads my face I blush from head to toe as he does-- why does he make so nervous? and why didn't I notice him before Alec? he slides his black AMEX card over to me...I'm shocked I've heard about these but I've never seen one in real life not even the average rich person can own this card, they are only available through special Invitation, as Impressive as it is my pride is just as Impressive so I slide the card back and order a delicious tall glass of water... He's surprised I see it all over his face then he orders same as me, he smirks flirtatiously he's thirsty but not for a drink...

My eyes wonder over to Marí's table they look like they're arguing and it's getting more aggressive as they kept going, my thoughts get interrupted by Hale caressing my hand, his touch is different from Alec's , I can just tell he's by far more experienced in comparison I feel butterflies but not in my stomach..think lower between my inner thighs..I guess water isn't the only thing that makes things wet, he stands up to hug me goodbye, I do the same.. his hands trace my body, I can't breathe..I'm too turned on for this, just then I feel something below me getting harder and harder by the second..I look below me and see his print poking out of his pants..his face goes blush red, I smirk and walk away I'm going to tease you so much--- I feel alive!

I make my way towards the valet driver but I don't see marí oh shit.. she might still be with that asshole from Alec's party but then I see Marí she's clearly shaken up, I approach her cautiously ''what just happened? where were you?'' she just nods her head, gets in the car and plasters on a fake smile, I get in then break her the bad news, "um marí I meant to tell you this earlier.. when I went to Alec's party I saw your boyfriend...but at the time I didn't know you even knew him, I saw him try to rape Cleo and if wasn't there to stop him—" she whips her head over to me...she's in disbelief "I always knew this day would come.. the day when for once, my life is going better than yours.. you were going to try and sabotage me, Alec doesn't like you and he never will.. God! is that soo hard for you to believe not every guy wants you? as for Mordecai his story is different" I'm shocked at her words "what does MG have to do with anything?" She rolls her eyes, clearly annoyed "that poor boy is in love with you and honestly I don't see why" the driver maneuvers over to my house street and the butterfly doors of the car open " now get the fuck out of my car."

Hale

Marí