Yeonjun's pov:
Um btw... you do know I'm still in a relationship right?...
I stared at my phone after sending my message waiting for a response.
I continued staring at it for another 3 minutes straight, waiting till I see Bear message me back.
"Shit he's still not responding! Did I go too far asking him that dumb question?.."
"Why the heck would I even ask that, like wtf is wrong with me?!" I shouted as I began yelling at myself.
"Ughhhhh I can't frickin stand myself!!!!" Yeonjun complained as he roared his face into his pillow.
"I mean I do want to know why he even started all this.... but maybe I was too blunt about it.. Wait- I DON'T CARE ABOUT HIS FEELINGS, WHY SHOULD I!?"
"H- he started it! He came bothering me first! Why should I care if I hurt his feelings.... right...?"
"UGHHHH I HATE THISSSSS, this makes me feel like I'm in a relationship!"
"Oh fuck wait, I am-"
......*sigh* "I guess I'll be breaking it off with Yej soon.. since she obviously doesn't like me anyways... I'm just.... kinda nervous to be alone again...."
"I don't want to be alone."
"Of course I have my bestfriends, who I love and appreciate very much.. but I need more."
"Am I greedy for saying that? I hope not.. I- i just want to feel appreciated.."
"Ugh stop it Jun, you're better than this, people have it worse out there! I need to appreciate what I have now... even though I do miss her..."
"I miss you mom.... I wish you could help me decide what I should do."
"Should I stay with this girl who cares all of nothing for me, just because I miss the feeling of being loved?"
"What should I do.. I don't know... I'm scared... and what about Bear? I don't know what I should do with him either... I'm too scared to let anyone new in.. but also to lonely to push anyone away.."
"What should I say, w-what should do!?" I questioned myself, as hot tears started slowly pouring down face.
"I don't like this feeling... I- I don't like it at all!... I hate this!"
"Wha- what should I do!.... im... I'm scared, I'm-"
*buzz buzz*
"What the- whose.. whose calling me..??"
*buzz buzz*
No one's pov:
Yeonjun grabbed his phone to see who was calling him. As his eyes focused on viewing the Caller Id, his heart instantly dropped.
⋆Incoming Call from BbyBear🐻⋆
"Why- why is HE calling me!? And out of all times right now?!" Yeonjun shrieked as he hurried and wiped off all the dried tears from his cheeks, and cleared his throat to rid himself of any evidence that would give away how he was crying just a few moments ago.
Yeonjun felt his heart racing as he slowly pressed answer on the phone screen.
He didn't hear anyone say anything, so he decided to be the one to speak up first.
"...um....Hello?"
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FanfictionShit, I think I'm starting to like u.. {read} Well fuck - ~ Yeonjun is Social. Beomgyu is not. Yeonjun just mentally broke up with his girlfriend & is lonely. Beomgyu is lonely, and is looking for a boyfriend. Taehyun just likes causing drama, so...
