"Why AM I doing all of this?!" Beomgyu thought aloud to himself.
"Was this all a mistake...... should I never have contacted him?...." "Did I make the wrong choice... am I going to regret this decision for a long time?..." "Am I a bad person.... am I trying to cause destruction to a healthy relationship between two other people?.." "Do I.... even continue this.." "Should I just...stop??"
All of these questions whirl inside of Beomgyu's head as he stares at Yeojun's most recent message that was sent to him.
Then why are you saying & doing all of these things to me?.. - Yeojun
He didn't know how to respond to that, more so he didn't want to answer his question. Beomgyu didn't want to acknowledge the fact that he is in the wrong as he constantly flirts with a currently taken man. Because he knows Yeojun is currently in a relationship, and as much as it pains him, he will respect that.
Beomgyu continued mentally debating what he should do, rather it be answering Yeojun's question, or by just ignoring it, while acting if he never even saw it.
"What should I say......?" Beomgyu asked himself aloud as he anxiously bites his thumb's nail.
"I want to ask Taehyun, but I'm sure he would want me to figure it out by myself.."
"Maybe I should- Nah... well actually... know what.... okay, I'll do it!"
Beomgyu picked up his phone and pulled up an app on his screen that had resembled a phone icon, and after a few more moments Beomgyu decided to press call.
As he waited for the other line to pick up, his hands started fidgeting as a few droplets of tears slowly glided down his puffed cheeks, dripping down onto his lap like drizzling rain on a mid Spring morning.
As soon as Beomgyu heard the other side of call being answered, his breath hitched as he heard Yeonjun's voice saying..
"...um....Hello?"
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FanfictionShit, I think I'm starting to like u.. {read} Well fuck - ~ Yeonjun is Social. Beomgyu is not. Yeonjun just mentally broke up with his girlfriend & is lonely. Beomgyu is lonely, and is looking for a boyfriend. Taehyun just likes causing drama, so...
