°°im missing you°°

chapter twelve ;

it was one day before summer break. hendery and hye ah didn't spoke for weeks.

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april 28, 2020

hendery was going to confess to hye ah but he seem to see her with another guy. the boy hugged hye ah. she didn't even pushed him away. it looks like she couldn't do anything about it.

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yuta hugged hye ah because she tried to hurt herself again. he knows hye ah has moved on but he just wanna take care of her. she couldn't see her in pain anymore. he regretted leaving her. on the other side, our hendery is getting jealous and thought that hye ah wouldn't need him anymore so he thought that he was only being used by hye ah.

hye ah accepts yuta's hug which made hendery more jealous. he just couldn't bare seeing hye ah with another guy. she told him that she never had any other friends before other than him. he felt betrayed. that's why he's been avoiding hye ah.

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the bell rang and every students packed their stuff to go home. they were happy they will finally get a break. hendery who was sitting beside hye ah just won't talk to her. he stood up but was stopped by the tiny girl beside him.

"wait for me," she said. hendery pushed hye ah's hand and won't let out a word. every student has went home except for the two.

"hendery listen please." hye ah was begging him to listen to her.

"why did you avoid me? what did i do wrong? is it about my sister? has she been telling you to avoid me? hendery please tell me."

"your sister? she hadn't say anything to me." hendery finally talking.

"really? so why did you avoid me?" she asked him. she was very curious. he was the only one she has.

"why didn't you tell me you have friends beside me? i feel betrayed. he also hugged you. i never got to hug you." he said to hye ah confessing what he actually felt.

"that was not my friend." she said to him.

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dear diary,

today, huang guanheng found out about him. i really wanted to confess but i just don't have the courage to do so. i felt so suicidal every day.

-jung hye ah
june 19, 2020