°°im missing you°°

chapter eighteen ;

TW : SUICIDE ATTEMPT 3 ( FAIL)

2 months later

" is that really her? what made her do so?"

"i don't know, i heard she's been really under stress lately, i hope she's okay"

"there's no way she can be okay, she fell from the 14th floor."

ambulance could be heard, a young 19 year girl tried committing suicide, again.

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"hye ah? are you awake?" a boy asked the girl who was lying on the hospital bed, not knowing what had happened. "xiaojun?"

"hye ah, you shouldn't have done it, if you need company you should've just contacted me. what pressures you this time?" the boy said with a worried face.

"i miss him."

"hey, he's going to be back, he promised alright?" xiaojun tried to calm his friend.

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august 6, 2020

hye ah was crying in the park alone. she missed him so much. she really do. she can't contact him, she can't do anything about it.

a young boy came up to her asking her what's wrong. she ignores the stranger as he kept trying to comfort her. he was a very nice boy named xiao dejun.

"i know im just some random guy comforting you but listen, anything that happens must has a reason behind it. you can cry, it's fine to cry."

he said while patting the girls head and left a moment after.

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they kept meeting each other in several places like the ice cream shop, the library, and the grocery store near her house.

she then decided to be good friends with him.

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dear diary,

i got a new friend today, i really hope he won't leave. i miss guanheng so much. i need him so much. every time i look at the pictures of him that i took i will always cry. i really miss him. i hope he will really come back.

-jung hye ah
august 27, 2020